A.Mind and thoughts

Man is a dual personality.                                                              

Man is in ignorance. He is caught in ignorance without his knowledge as all thoughts have been dumped upon him from his childhood and highly conditioned from various sources (which never allows to think by himself) the origin of which he does not know. He is a dual personality. One part of him is controlled by mind consisting of thoughts which is the ego the source of which he does not know and therefore, it can be called as illusion.

The other part of the man is the Real which cannot be touched by this mind, thoughts or ego or fire or sword or a bomb. This Real is hidden in everyone and any name can be given to it. Because it is unexplainable. I will call this as “What is or Consciousness”.

Unfortunately the false man conditioned by thoughts which is ego, thinks he is living not knowing his originality. Whatever this false personality or man does or says or thinks is all within the ambit of these conditioned thoughts. Some time he says he is happy mistaking a short lived pleasure as happiness. The purpose of life is to discover this Real man, only then he can be happy. But the entire world which is in ignorance, barring a few, is controlling the world which can only lead to chaos, wars, killings, sorrow etc.

Man is nothing but a bundle of conditioned thoughts. This bundle is called the Ego or Me or I or Mine. This is the most important fact which remains unknown to all most all.  Billions of so called people are living in darkness.

This falsity may look beautiful unless one enters into Self enquiry and Dhyana to know the Real part of him which is Love, Happiness and Bliss. One’s goal in life is to discover this Happiness but he remains a slave to these conditioned thoughts which he is not aware of. This awareness is utterly lacking in all most all people and they will be going on harping on the same conditioned thoughts which is done by the mind and not the man who is the illusory instrument of mind. Man is a product or instrument of mind conditioned by illusory thoughts.

You don’t know the Real side of you. Everyone has the will to know it. But they don’t want to know because mind presumes material as real which is nothing but its own reflection. Understand that there is no such thing called matter except energy and science accepts this and no one knows what energy is.

The so called ego which is only thought based is the source of creating this duality in man. The unreal covering the Real which is Consciousness. Duality is false. Everything is only non dual which is Existence.

Whatever an ordinary man does (however rich or powerful he may be) is a hurdle to know this Happiness. One’s intellectuality cannot discover this Happiness but he can become a good argumentator or a good Lawyer. Happiness and Love is beyond all these material stuff. It can be known only when you know the Real in you. Till then you are submerged in illusions of mind which says it is real and not you as a person.

Buying a costly car may give pleasure which is an illusion created by mind and expresses or conceives it as real.

Please remember this is not a theory or idea or concept. This is the Truth which can only be experienced and cannot be explained. Three hundred and odd religions say only this. By experience I agree. In reality there is no person acting by himself. It is the mind which uses the body as an instrument containing senses which is false because it appears and disappears and has no permanency.       

Man is dual                                                                      

Man does not know that he is a dual personality. One is connected with the outer and the other is the inner. He is always connected to the outer which is the world and what all he sees and gets caught is a deluge of the objects which he sees outwardly including his body. He is further conditioned that the outer is the real – the objects are real. He is unaware of the inner world in which the Real dwells. This is the real ‘I’. The outer is a visual seen by him and considering him as the ‘I’ and ‘Me’ as real forgetting the outer is a fleeting one appearing and disappearing every day. This I and me is the ego which does not exist.  Science says that this appearance and disappearance is at an unimaginable speed and Einstein gave a formula for it called the theory of relativity.

The inner always exists and never appears or disappears. The outer flows out of the inner as an illusion caused by the mind and man calls it as world or cosmos. The mind performs this illusory trick not knowing that it is the inner. Whatever it performs as outer is false or illusory appearing and disappearing and man is led to believe that what he sees is the only real thing. He cannot be blamed for it as he is nothing but a product of deep conditioning for hundreds of years. This conditioning happens not through the body but in the mind. The body is used by the mind to condition itself through the senses.

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But there is no need to steal, because the well is available, waiting for you. This is one of the fundamental laws of spiritual life, that the more you give, the more you have. And I can say from my own experience that the law is one hundred percent true. The more I have given, suddenly I have found, from unknown sources of existence, more juices have flowed towards me.—Osho

Absolutely true as I have experienced the same – Vidyasagar

The false ‘I’                                                             

Some one’s question answered:

I had gone several steps ahead when a query is raised. But unfortunately people can understand only words such as I, Me, You are used. But I am constrained to use these useless words which only strengthens the ego. I know there is no such thing existing as ‘I’. ‘Me’ or ‘You’. But any way I shall try to stick to use the common usage of words.

After all words are words. It has its own limitations and can not go beyond its own limitations. Just like words cannot explain sweetness.

What is intellect? Reading a thousand books and gathering information. Can this intellect explain simple things such as sweetness or bitterness.  For me intellect is nonsense. It is rubbish, borrowed information. It has nothing to do with intelligence. Intelligence is beyond thoughts and mind and intellect.

To know intelligence you will have to know what non intelligence is - negation. This non intelligence is the intellect which can operate within a limited sphere. Intelligence is vast like the ocean. People mistake intellect for intelligence. Intelligence is spontaneous, without seeking. The intelligence of course uses the

same words and thoughts. But the source is different. Intellect is from the false ‘I’ and intelligence is from the True ‘I’ which is Consciousness and the real YOU.

You will not know anything of what I say without knowing what meditation or Dhyana is. Till then you get lost in the outer appearing as subject and object. Even here you will never be aware of the subject and visualize the objects without awareness of the subject. The more you are deluged, the thoughts will say they are contradictions coming from me. Just for a trial remove the I, me, you and try to communicate. You will feel miserable. But I don’t.

You are identifying yourself with the outer visuals being the objects and forgetting the subject. If you become aware of the subject (which is you with a name) continuously, it will lead you to the inner which will reveal the True ‘I’. This can happen only in Dhyana. It is foolish on my part to share such deep wonders of nature or existence with some one who is nothing but an embodiment of a false centre which is the false ‘I’. Out of compassion I try to explain the truth but people or the so called intellectuals reject it. What can I do? Stop talking and enter into silence. This silence of mine also becomes unbearable for others. This is the paradox.

I refuse the usage of common words as my True Self. But when I find others are not able to cope up or understand it, I am forced to use the same common man’s words. It is for the one who hears it to find the meaning, just like a child learning to talk.

I am not an intellect who can produce meaningless words. Do you know words take an opposite meaning due to long usage, like Purushan, Agamkaram etc. The Hamilton Bridge became Ambattan Varavathi which became Barber’s Bridge in Mylapore. There are a million and one such cases. You cannot say words speak the truth. It comes out according to how one interprets it. For one, Juju may mean his son, but for me it is a dog.

I think I have given enough material to ponder over and not to accept it blindly since I am not attached to any religion but only to The Truth.

Falsities                                                                    

Waking up is false. It is a dream. All subsequent actions which you say ‘I have started the day and proceeding with my work’ is false. After coming back, eating and going to sleep is false. There ends your day which is false. This appears as true. Can you say to whom it is appearing as true? Don’t say ‘for me’. Because the ‘me’ does not exist. It is an illusion of the mind which also does not exist. This cycle appearing to repeat itself day to day is a dream of the mind which arises as an illusion from pure Consciousness. Can this be understood?  If you understand this, which I am doubtful, you will feel you are missing. Loosing one’s personality or individuality whatever you call it, is the only achievement in life. All the rest of your so called achievements or human resources and developments are nothing but an illusory ego which appears in waking and disappears in sleeping. This sleep and waking itself is nothing but an illusion caused by the mind not knowing its purity. When it comes to know its own purity it comes to know that it is only consciousness. This is a great shock to the mind and it overcomes this with the grace of What is.

Can all this be understood? Try ardently. The understanding of this is real knowledge. The knowledge of the Inner. The mind is lured by the outer created as an illusion out of itself. The innumerable gods are the inventions of the thoughts and this has led to miseries and killings. When religion appeared it came through a Master who knew himself and what is stated above. The same religions got poisoned after the Master’s body disappeared which you call death. It is the death of the religion and not the Master. Because once he knows himself, he is merged with what is or Consciousness. Death is bullshit for him as he comes to know that he was never born. As consciousness he is for ever. Because once he knows himself, he is merged with what is or Consciousness.  As consciousness he is for ever. I don’t know whether I am wasting my time and yours.

What is thinking                                                            

What is thinking? What is a common man’s thinking? It is nothing but a thought of what one

had known already being replaced with some modification by another thought. Even this thought is based on what he had known already. Some thing like I want to buy a Maruthi car and end up in buying a Santro car. Both are there already. Scientific research is about the process of knowing the unknown. It starts with some concept and ends up some where leading to the change of the original concept which the researcher did not know earlier. That is how penicillin came. Not only this but all the rest of man’s inventions. It came on its own replacing his original concept which are thoughts. Nothing came out of this so called original thoughts. This something which came on its own is thought by man as if he did it and gets a Nobel prize when he cannot claim any right for such so called inventions or discoveries which came on its own.

Every thing was there already. It is like making sambar with the available vegetables, salt etc., and another man making use of the same available ingredients and prepares rasam. Nothing new or unknown is found out. This is how life goes on changing what is available with some other thing which is also available. This is the route of desire. To replace one with another which is available. Life goes on till the end with this sort of replacements of what you have with some thing which you don’t have. This is your so called thinking.

Similarly know what is available spiritually and you will come across some thing unknown which is already there. This is Consciousness. For this knowing, the known which is expressed in thoughts has to disappear. That is thoughtlessness. Getting rid of the known to know the unknown which is always there. This is spiritualism.

I used to say science is bullshit because it claims a right for a thing which came on its own and revealed itself and yet it goes on digging not knowing it can never find out the unknown with its known knowledge which is limited. It does not know it has to go beyond mind and thoughts. Many serious scientists agree.

At present there is no point in explaining old methods to know yourself  because religions have corrupted the Truth due to man’s ignorance. The result is selfishness. It may take a hundred years to make one know it as he is deeply conditioned.

The inventions which came on its own such as a computer can be used to explain the Truth. I don’t mean the computer as such but its inner functions or for that matter any thing available at present can be taken as an example such as a car and spiritualism can be explained. This explanation comes on the basis of uncorrupted thoughts provided one knows himself. This explanation is what I call as thinking  It comes on its own. Nothing here creates it. One who claims to be highly educated with a dozen degrees cannot explain the facts of reality. He may claim to be an intellect. Nonsense.

Duality   

                                               

Duality is an illusion. One wholeness appearing as many. Science accepts this. It says that there is only one electron in the whole of universe which manifests or appears as many. This is an illusion perceived by mind as many. The intellectuals will not accept this because they will search for a reason and proof. When it is said by science it is merely accepted by these so called intellectuals and they keep quiet

without knowing the truth about it. These intellectuals become the teachers without knowing what is what. Poor people or mankind flocks around them and learn nothing except to search for some thing to fulfill their desires which is basically money oriented.

One has to know the non dual nature. A non dual or one wholeness, appearing as dual or multiplicities. To find out this truth is the purpose or meaning of life. Non dual nature is a flow like a river on which bubbles appear as multiplicities of objects. But the components of the bubble is only water and air gives it a form of roundness or a globular structure. This air which gives a form of bubble is an illusion.(Air is

only an example)  The unseeable air makes water appear as bubble. Similarly unseeable energy creates the duality which are forms or objects.  This duality cannot be known unless there is some thing to perceive it as dual. Therefore, here comes man, birds etc for this perception. What do you make out from this? Non dual is made to appear as dual due to energy which remains unknown till today. This energy is nothing but the Universal mind which springs up from the non dual but not on its command. It just appears and disappears at a rapid speed but perceived by itself as permanent and separate objects by creating thoughts and senses. This division can happen only through thoughts. Therefore, in a thoughtless state the mind projecting itself as dual becomes pure and the duality disappears. This is exactly what is happening in Samadhi or deep dhyanam or what you started calling as meditation which is a wrong word.

Nothing in nature is dual. The separateness of I and You or this and that is only illusory created by mind and thoughts. In deep dhyanam you can observe this. In that state if the body drops the one in dhyanam becomes non dual. He merges with the whole. Becomes a part of the wholeness. This merger can happen when the realities are understood and known by an individual. With this knowledge an individual starts feeling that every thing appearing as various objects are actually one.

The one who is next to him will not know this and will depend on miracles to happen so that he can go satisfied that all his desires will be fulfilled. All the miracles are mind oriented. It is false. It may take a thousand years for him to know himself. That is why people flock around temples and Godmen to get their desires fulfilled. He does not know that his life and all the actions in it  happens automatically. He thinks he is the doer. What a pity?

Who and what is Man                                                                                       

Who is a man? Perceived by whom? He can’t say he is perceiving himself. This amounts to some one telling that he is perceiving himself as the Prime minister and others should accept it. This is how the world goes on. This perception is based on thoughts which says ‘I am a man’. I have already explained thoughts. They are only electromagnetic waves. That is why science says thoughts can be read by a machine. But for sensual feelings which are expressed by thoughts one cannot know himself. Man is nothing but senses expressed by thoughts. That is why I always say that man is a bundle of thoughts. Whose thoughts? Not his. They have come from some where out side man. A child if left in a forest, alone, without any human habitat will never call itself as a child. It has to be conditioned for this by others. But the child will know it is existing. How did it come to this conclusion. Because it is conscious of itself. Without this consciousness it cannot know itself. This applies to every one. Because of consciousness they know themselves but they don’t know what consciousness is. They are almost non conscious of themselves and go on thinking that they are living. This thinking happens on the basis of known thoughts.Can this ever happen without consciousness. Why is he forgetting this important consciousness and depends on thoughts. Because he is conditioned for this assumption. If he comes out of these conditioned thoughts he will realize that he is only consciousness and nothing else. This consciousness is beyond energy which is mind, time and movement. They don’t exist as separate entities apart from Consciousness. They arise and disappear. Man is caught in this web and cannot come out. He goes on wasting his life by false perceptions and imaginations caused by thoughts.

Come out of these conditioned thoughts and start asking questions about yourself. There is a chance you can know the truth of yourself. Never act on some ones thoughts unless it is perfectly analyzed by you, inquired by you.

Do you know the false ‘I’                                                 

Do you know there are about 18,000 plus spiritual (?) groups around the world. Each of these groups have thousands of members. But only a few teaches Truth or helps in the knowing of Truth provided he has known himself. A tiny number, just a handful among this groups know themselves.The rest possess

only intellectual knowledge acquired through books. Many of this handful of people remain unknown. They remain as unadvertised unknown Jnanis or Saints.

There are more than 300 plus religions in the world. All these religions say the same thing about oneness of every thing. All most all these religions except one or two have died. They have been corrupted due to

ignorance of man out of his selfish motives created by ego. Mind has become money. Every action only leads to money to get material benefits.

If money is not the goal man does not act. He prefers to remain idle. He does not love what he does. Every thing becomes money oriented. There may be one or two who just do some thing out of love for doing it. But they don’t progress further for lack of proper guidance.

The only thing that grows by sharing is love and truth. All the rest will diminish by sharing. Therefore, seek that grows by sharing. Other things

will only lead to selfishness, misery etc. and prevents sharing. Silence, peace, Love, Bliss came with you at birth. This is the inner core of yourself.

You have been corrupted by conditioned thoughts which came to you from out side which has created a false ego called ‘I’. These conditioned thoughts operate on the basis of this false ego which was created by itself. Thoughts say that every thing is done only for this ‘I’. Can you see the fun here created by thoughts. Thoughts as ‘I’ says it is only working for it. You, existing as the false ‘I’ think that the body is you when in fact these thoughts operate the body. Examine who is this ‘I’ in you. Go deep. Don’t drop your efforts at any cost. Your efforts will be hampered by various factors. Don’t yield. Be stubborn in this path of knowing this false ‘I’. You are bound to succeed.

The entire world has fallen a prey to this false ‘I”. Get rid of it and know your true quality.

Thoughts                                                                                    

What are thoughts?  Expressions of experiences  recorded in the brain as electromagnetic waves in the form or neuron waves. Your experiences are mere electromagnetic waves. You cannot explain specifically what thoughts are and from where it comes. These waves of thoughts expresses itself by way of converting it into some other waves which activates sound in your oral cavity and sends it as sound through the mouth as words. These recording in the brain are only waves and your experiences recorded also are mere waves. One wave getting converted into another. These waves are generated continuously or whatever the brain has recorded and transmits it as sound waves which is received by another brain as sound waves and recorded as neuron waves in the brain. What are these waves? They are both particles and waves simultaneously. You will get stuck here. What are these particles and waves?  Science has found they are nothing and a mere emptiness. Therefore, can you give any specific explanation of the experiences when they are not in a material form. Even the explanation which one gives has to come from its root as neuron waves. Is there any physical meaning of what you have experienced and expressed. The experiences cannot be expressed in specific terms by words which are expressed as a sound which again is a combination of different wavelengths.

What is actually happening is that the brain acts as a computer hard disc for receiving, storing and reproducing such waves. Therefore, it acts like a radio antenna receiving and reproducing what it received. For example you may say that you enjoyed some thing. Is this enjoyment real? You need a thought to confirm it which again is a wave.

What is happening in reality is electromagnetic waves of energy is making the body move and receive such experiences through senses in wave form and gets it stored in the brain as neuron waves. What is this form of storage nobody knows. It has to be a binary code which again is an electric field with gaps. An experience of sweet does not remain as it is in your brain. It is just a wave recorded by brain. Can

this wave be separated and sweetness produced out of it. Or for that matter can you explain thoughts creating emotions or feelings. These emotions and feelings are just the reproduction of these waves stored and transmitted by the brain. So man is just the brain which again is a condensed form of energy. So ultimately man is nothing but energy. All his experiences, feelings and utterances are nothing but a part of energy. This energy you call man, women, world etc. and become a slave to an ego called as ‘I’ which again is thought produced or wave produced.  If you go deep into energy you will end up in emptiness. Scientifically speaking where is the question of anybody doing anything? Energy or emptiness doing what?

You are just a blind man moving in a dark room searching for a non existing black cat. Are you so? Then what are you? Search and find out.                                           

Food, Energy and Mind                                                                      

Energy leads to actions. Every one talks about being energetic. You don’t know what is beyond energy and even this energy as such, because your body and thoughts are energy based. If you are non energetic there is no action and without action there is calmness of the mind. Violence, jealousy, actions etc are energy based. You can notice this when you are energetic.

Sleep is non energy. There is no mind or thoughts in sleep there is no you or I or the world. Therefore, mind is energy. You as body is mind oriented and the body is thought oriented. These thoughts lead to tension, stress etc. An energetic person cannot keep quite. A man full of energy will be on his toes always. He cannot sit quietly in one place. Limited food or what religion calls as satvic food will only give the required energy to the body for its own function. Excess food leads to excess energy which leads to all sorts of physical actions. With limited food excess action will not be there. Every action will be a measured action arising out of calmness. The unnecessary fluttering of the mind is diminished. There is quietness in one’s action. But today all suggestions made by the so called experts is to make you energetic excessively. A starving man cannot act vigorously. Excessive energy will lead to violence, Sex etc. In all fights you will notice this excessive energy. Therefore, to get it people resort to alcohol, drugs etc.. In the moderation of food you will notice calmness and you don’t feel heavy both physically and mentally. You will find calmness in people who take limited and absolutely required food. You cannot be made to do heavy work. The elders like to make youngsters more energetic to extract more work. More work means more thoughts. More thoughts mean confusion and complication. You will notice youngsters in the IT field etc. returning home almost as a dead person because his energy has been sucked out by his work. The suckers thrive. All juicy talks, free food and drinks are available in the work place just for this purpose of sucking out their energy. But due to ignorance the present day youngsters fall a prey having been attracted by money required for sophistication.

When one is extra energetic you will notice haphazard thoughts appear leading to confusion. When you are hungry this excess energy is not there. You act minimally. This is the secret of fasting on some religious ground. To make one calm and make him know the beyond energy state. In the minimal energy state you will notice some thing else is there beyond energy but one mistakes it as tiredness. In dhyana you will notice the energy gradually disappearing leaving you beyond energy.

You as a person disappear and all the rest of the world also disappears. There is no mind or thoughts in that state. You are just Consciousness and you will not find energy in that state which means you have gone beyond energy and mind.

I am my grand father                                                

 

Sounds funny to you. I am only my grand father and grand mother. Their genes transmitted into another

shape called the body which I call ‘me’. The contents of this body are the same, may be with a

little bit of DNA difference (which is doubtful) Now what about them. They are only the contents of their grand fathers and grand mothers. It goes on endlessly upto a monkey according to science.

Darwin’s theory. Remember it is only a theory. Science says that man/woman is 99 percent animal and one percent some thing else. This some thing else is the real knowledge to know yourself. What you are. But you don’t care to find out. What a pity?

What is this 99 percent of animal quality. Is it from monkey or even earlier? Who is to say it? Does it not reveal that man has evolved physically and not psychologically. Man is as good as the oldest animal as far as he knows with his limited knowledge. Not more than that. With a little bit of scientific gadgets derived out of electromagnetism and the wheel which goes on changing endlessly.

The sum total of life a hundred years ago is the same today. This totality is the jealousy, desire, anger, selfishness etc. Is there any change in it. No. Absolutely not. May be he was going in a bullock cart and I am going in a car. What is the psychological change? Nothing. The same sum totality. Scientific development can not be said to have brought in psychological change. On the other hand it has created havoc. The atom bombs. Psychologically man is the same for the past several thousand years with his wars and killings.

Man as ‘I’ is a result of conditioned thoughts and emotions. The psyche continuing to specific conditioned thoughts and creating a false ‘I’ because of wrong identification. He is more than anything else you could see. An enormity which he does not know. Know who is the real ‘I’. But you don’t want to know and say I am fine as it is and confuse a momentary pleasure as happiness. I don’t deny that you occasionally come to know happiness while your thoughts are not operating in your stillness. Find the true yourself and don’t be your grand father.

Food and thoughts                                                            

You would have noticed when you are hungry thoughts slow down. Have you ever thought as to why this is happening? You take food and the hunger disappears and the flow of thoughts is more.

There is a link between food and thought. Or I would say thought is food. For thoughts to survive food is necessary. Other wise it will disappear. This is the meaning of fasting on festivals. But who is bothered to know all this.

In sleep there is neither hunger nor thoughts. What has happened? Have you ever tried to find out this

disappearance and its cause? At that point you have existed. Other wise you would not have woken up. But you were not aware about your own existence and simply go on telling ‘I had a sound sleep’. Who is

the one who experienced this sleep? Find out. That is your job and not hoarding wealth which is useless. The one who does not know his own existence goes on a spree of possession of articles of sophistication and luxury and dies one day not knowing himself. What an idiot is he, the man?

Mangoes (Man-goes, where?)

My grand father ate a mango and enjoyed its          taste. I eat a mango now and say that a similar mango was eaten by my grand father and he would have had the same experience of its taste as I have now. Is this statement correct? It is only an assumption, a conclusion by thoughts. We go on assuming every thing in life like this. That man possessing a Benz car will lead to bring the same experience of what he had if I also possess the same car,or a recognition by the society which is not there at that point of time. Is not this assumption a false idea? Man is made up of such false ideas and assumptions without knowing what

is what. Does this not show the falsity of the life we are leading. But we refuse to come out of this falsehood. Why? Are you afraid of being your self?  Can’t you live without such comparisons?

I don’t say discard  every thing. Go ahead and get what you like and what you need for a simple life not based on any such foolish comparisons. I wear a T-shirt because I like it and not to show off. But I had not wasted my time in searching and saving money for this T shirt.  I came across this T shirt and I had money in my pocket and I bought it. There ends the matter. But we are deep into this business of showing off and expect recognition without which we are almost dead. Can not we lead a life without any expectation or recognition. Please try.                                                

You are never understood                                                                

What is said by you is not understood by others in the same way as you said. Each one receives it ortranslates it according to his own knowledge. Therefore, what you say never reaches the hearer. It is only a superficial understanding. You cannot expect the same result from him if you had done the same work. This understanding differs from person to person. This plight is due to non awareness while hearing what you said. A man hears what he wants to hear on the basis of his knowledge. This is the case with all most all. You are never heard fully or no one is listening to you with full awareness. If you check up you will find that no one hears you fully, attentively. This attentivity is awareness. One has to listen with awareness. Other wise one will say you are a bore.

                                                         

 World and you are dreams                                                            

It is difficult for you to accept this. I understand your inability. For a man who is under cold water                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                

may not know what heat is unless he comes out of the water. People are like this not knowing the other side. The manifest and the unmanifest. Manifest is matter or energy or mind. Unmanifest is consciousness. Manifest arises out of unmanifest as an illusion. In reality both are one. People know only the manifest which is the world etc. and get caught in the illusion.

The world is an illusion of the mind. The world arises in the morning after the mind arises and disappears when the mind disappears in the night in sleep. No world or mind is perceived in that state. Every thing is wiped out. The slate is clean with nothing written on it. When the mind appears some thing is written on this slate which is the world including your body. This world and your body are wiped out in the night when the mind disappears. This appearance and disappearance happens every day and one fails to notice this mystery or wonder. Every day you and the world are new but it is camouflaged by a process called memory. This memory which is created by mind through the brain makes the world and you appear as old, already known. Some thing seen already. In reality it is not so. Every time the mind writes a new picture on the slate and makes it appear as a continuity of the past by an illusory process called memory. Memory is false. A thousand questions are bound to arise here.

Understand this process of the mind and seek answers. In fact you cannot take bath in the same river twice as said by a great enlightened one. Much water would have flown by the time you take the second bath. The second bath is in a new flow of water or river. This means what ever you see is always new and never old. For a child what ever it sees is always new till it starts recognizing. This happens the moment the child starts recognizing the mother. The parents add fuel to the fire and make the child more egoistic completely hiding the fact with out their knowledge. The parents can not be helped unless they themselves start the search.

You may now know a little bit of this illusion. The question which will shock you now is ‘Don’t I exist”. This shock gives you a jolt and you will try to forget this to get rid of the jolt. It is not done by you as a person but by thought.  I may go a little more serious at this point. But I don’t want to. I want to give you

some time to digest this reality. Can you help me in explaining and proving it with more details? I want to share the truth for no personal benefit, just giving a helping hand for the most ignorant man/woman so that they can be enlightened.

Thinking and Thinker

                                          

Thinking is just a flow of thoughts. There is no thinker. When one  gets identified with the body as I or me, he mistakes as if he is the thinker. The body cannot think. Once the thinker is identified or arises that flow of thoughts stop and the false ‘I’ starts operating from the field of conditioned thoughts which are limited and what ever that comes out of it is also limited. Allow the thoughts to flow by itself. You will

find it is coming from nowhere. You cannot pin point its source. You may feel the entire Universe is talking through you.

Every thing goes on automatically. Only when the doer is perceived by thoughts every thing goes chaotic due to the doer’s selfishness and desires which are conditioned, thought based. If one says ‘I want my son to become a doctor’, the false sayer arrives there because the saying from conditioned thoughts.

Paining is there. The feeling of paining (not pain) is there for nobody. If one says ‘I feel the pain’ then the feeler is perceived by the ego and the pain gets aggravated. Just be with it. Be aware of paining. Close your eyes and watch it. You will see it disappearing. While the paining is there and if you are engaged in a deep conversation, the pain disappears or not noticed. When the conversation stops you start feeling the pain. It shows that when the mind is occupied some where there is no pain.

When the mind is unoccupied, the pain is there. If one goes beyond mind such as in deep dhyanam, the pain is not there. Pain killer is used to stop the thoughts which identify the pain. A particular portion of the brain which produces this thought is made numb and pain is not perceived. Most of the medicine we take is only thought and mind oriented, to stop thoughts which idendifies the pain. Without mind and thoughts who is there to perceive anything.

Some great men were aware of the surgery while under anesthesia. There are cases of people who underwent surgery without anesthesia. Medicine cannot explain this. Most of your diseases are mind oriented. Only very few requires medication. Yesterday there was a news item in Times of India which says that a man in coma for the last 25 years knew what all happened and happening around him all these years. He was conscious of every thing going around him though the body is motionless. Medicine is baffled. Understand consciousness exists even when the body dies. There is no death or birth for consciousness. It is ever present. Realize this Consciousness.

Tolerance is nonviolence                                       

Man does not tolerate. He is conditioned for non tolerance. He wants every thing to go according to his wishes or desires. He does not know it is impossible and hence intolerance leads to violent actions. These actions are nothing but reactions to his conditioned thoughts. ‘This should be like that’. He fails to come out of such conditions making life for him and others miserable. Man here includes women also. She is conditioned in her own ways, in a different way. However, both are conditioned.

Desire is nothing but ‘this should be like that’. It is based on comparison. If there is nothing to be compared, there is no desire. Even ‘I have achieved it’ cannot be there. This achievement is nothing but becoming from what you are into some thing else which is not there. This is always based on comparison which leads to reactions and boasting of it for the purpose of recognition leading to praises.

If recognition is not there he will feel miserable. Such as ‘I must get more marks than that chap’. He fails to ask the question ‘why’. If at all he asks that question he will find it will lead to luxuries and

sophistication of life which is nothing but money. Ninety-five percent of the people live with out such luxuries. Such luxuries are indirectly obtained only from these ninety five percent persons. Man/woman is not aware of this reality. They go on squeezing such luxuries and sophistication only from such persons and hence Communism came as a religion. Remember Communism is not a party. It is a religion which failed because these squeezing happened there also. You can notice this happening in all most all religions. Utilizing  ignorance of man and making money. Is this not a sort of violence to get what you want out of ignorant ones on the basis of comparison. Can you come out of this comparison and stop telling ‘I am bigger than him’.

Unfortunately the so called educated masses are like this. Education has not lead you to a proper way of leading  life. Absolutely ignorant to the miseries caused by them due to this comparison leading to all sorts of violence. Non violence is not the suppression of violence. Understand what violence is and why you become violent. Do you have the patience or tolerance to do it.

To go one step further, tolerance is accepting what you are without comparison and suppression. When you accept every thing as it comes where is the question of fighting for some thing which is not there at that moment. The truth is every thing comes to you on its own from no where. I know you will not understand this truth.

There is violence in society. This violence is known only to a few. But our wonderful media give a wide publicity making it known all over. What for? To make them survive. That is to earn money. What useful purpose is it going to serve except news value. Will men rise up enmass against this violence. Please find out. Seeing a sick man fainting on the road we don’t care to help him. But of course there are a very few who do it. You will notice them as ordinary people who don’t have much of the ego.  Are you one among them?

Wealth is an illusion                                                                 

Can one know that he is wealthy? It is impossible. It has to be recognized by some one other than himself. If this recognition is not there what is the purpose or meaning in one saying he is wealthy. To whom he is going to say. There should be somebody to recognize what he is saying. A poor man does not know what a billionaire is. He only knows that man is coming in a big car. That is all to it. He does not know that he is talking to a billionaire. He may think, I repeat think, he is a rich man not like him. The billion is nothing for him except for the big car. If a billionaire is made to live in a forest without any habitat to whom is he going to boast of his richness. Therefore, he has to seek a place where he could get the recognition of his richness. Otherwise he is useless. Just bone and flesh and that too perceived by mind as an illusion. His money has no value without recognition. Therefore, recognition is wealth. This recognition is an illusion. Not every one recognizes in the same way. It differs from personto person. If one is not connected to him he does not care about him or about his wealth. You can see this in day to day life. Do you bother or care about Bill Gates? A Prime Minister going in a motor cavalcade is nothing for an auto rickshaw man. He will only feel that the traffic is blocked. We also do the same in our life. Probably we may feel a bit jealous. Jealousy is also based on comparison. If this comparison is not there,where is jealousy. If this jealousy is not there what is the meaning of wealth. Of course you need a little money for food, clothing and shelter. But one is not satisfied with a little money. Ambition over takes him. From one rupee he goes on multiplying it,which leads to misery. There is no contentment. He leads a life full of discontent. If you are prepared to throw the ego out even food, clothing and shelter becomes available free. Don’t ask me how. Are you prepared for it?

Waking, Memory are false                                                      

You are known to yourself and the world when you wake up from sleep. Other wise you are unknown including the world and all that you have known as your possessions in sleep. This is the waking state of knowing. This state appears to start at 6 AM and goes up to 10 PM or so. After this so called period of

wakefulness you altogether disappear. When you wake up you say you had a sound sleep. In sleep where did you disappear? Were you dead? You may say I was sleeping. Did you know you were sleeping while you were asleep. No. Therefore, this sleep is unknown to you. You know you appeared at 6 am and disappeared at 10 pm or so. That is all you know. What is this appearance and disappearance of yourself and in between some thing called sleep. I am certain you would not have gone deep into this every day phenomena. For one third of your life you were missing and you do not know where you went but simply say you were sleeping without knowing sleep. Can I say you were born every morning and died in the night? Of course you may say you had the memory of going to sleep and therefore come to the

conclusion that the one that went to sleep is the same one which is appearing after waking. Do youaccept that it is the memory which gives you a continuation of yourself. Therefore, you are just a memory right now or you may call it a dream. Have you ever thought what is this memory and belongs to whom. You may say it is my memory. But you were missing in between and what happened to this so called memory. This also disappeared along with you in sleep. There is no continuation of this so called memory. But it gives a false perception of a continuation when it is not so. Go deep, deep, deep. Please explain this thing called memory and sleep.

Can I say that life is just a memory without any continuity? For a thing which is not continuous what meaning can you give to it? Some thing like your car appearing and disappearing for no reason and the car cannot explain its absence ( this is just an example). Can you make any sense out of this.

The whole thing explained above is the product of the mind which itself is an illusion. The whole world including you is just an illusion for nobody. This nobody is the mind which does not exist.  First thing in the morning mind appears and it starts with a dream of the world and you and disappears. Therefore, mind is false. You can notice the appearance of every thing after gap of a few seconds after you wake up. Notice this gap. You will see it as light. Every thing will spring up suddenly including you, me and the world.

Experience this light immediately after you wake up. Don’t jump into actions. Be silent and watch.

Illusion and belief                                                        

 For one who is standing under water, dryness does not exist or it is false. For the one who is on land wetness does not exist. The wetness or dryness has no meaning for both. Similarly when some one who is wise (Wisdom) says that the world is an illusion, is false for the one who is in illusion. However hard he tries to make him understand, the one in wisdom will fail. Unless the one in illusion is prepared to come out of it and see it. But he refuses to come out and see the illusion. This is the world. Refusing to come out and relies on beliefs and man says he is happy with it.

Belief is doubt. A man does not say he believes that he is a man. He knows it. No proof is required. But belief requires proof. A doubt has to be cleared. May be or may not be. Therefore, belief.  His belief in god is a doubt. If some thing happens according to his wishes he believes it is done by god. If it does

not happen, probably he may be searching for some other god or may say it is fate that it did not happen.

To know what god is or is not, one has to come out of this belief which is not even an illusion. One has to take a deep plunge and start enquiring about himself to find out whether god is or not. One may ask ‘why should I enquire about myself to know god’. That is whole secret and beauty of it, which the present day religions have concealed very cleverly to keep man under chain. Go deep unto yourself and find out the truth about god. If I say some thing it will be a borrowed knowledge for you. For me, I know. Don’t ask me what I know. You are in deep water and will not know dryness. Whatever I say will be nonsense for your intellect. That is the reason why highly educated people depend on intellect and start believing some thing which is doubtful. For example god.

Do you want to know what is the Truth? Come, I will show you the path. It is for you to walk on the path and find out the truth about god. But don’t believe. Enquire by asking questions to yourself. Don’t

blindly follow what others say, particularly the so called intellectuals who are only book worms. An uneducated village man is capable of understanding and not an intellectual. Education has no part to play in intelligence. Understanding comes out of intelligence and not education. A successful uneducated mechanic is highly intelligent than an unintelligent educated man who may be a doctor etc.

Thinking                                                                          

What is thinking? Have you ever thought about this. Your thinking consists of thoughts. These thoughts are about the known objects dumped upon you with out you asking for it. The parents, your school, friends, community etc. have done this with out themselves knowing it. These were dumped on them from the same sources and it goes on endlessly.

Your thinking is just a thought being replaced by another thought dumped on you with out your willingness right from your childhood till you are ten or twelve years old. By this time you are absolutely conditioned by thoughts not belonging to you. You were never allowed to have any thoughts of yours. “ Do it, Don’t do it” was the axiom. You were lured into illusions created by such thoughts.

The only thoughts you can have are about yourself .  The origin of yourself. The real YOU. This is a serious matter which I am pointing out. You have lived a life on the basis of such borrowed or dumped thoughts. This means you have allowed the body being operated by thoughts belonging to some body whom you do not know. Therefore, you represent some Tom and Dick whom you do not know and not the real you.

You have been made to yield to such thoughts right from your childhood. Already tried thoughts which failed cannot create intelligence. Your success is nothing but these failed thoughts, of course with some modification. It may produce money etc. Can it show what you are actually? You have lived a life of not having any idea of what you are.

After knowing you, you start operating from your source. Every thing you do will be marvelous. This is what creativity is. You will never be going on bragging about it, because you as a doer is not there. Creativity arises on its own without any planning. You can not say ‘I did it’. Many great people have realized this. Only petty ones go on bragging. At least now can you wake up to these facts and find out what you are?

The past is false                                                            

You are always new. You stand before a mirror and see yourself. Do you see your physical past as a child. You don’t even know you have grown and become old. The past does not exist other than a memory which is an illusion that creates a false sense of time. In fact time does not exist other than your clock time. Science accepts this. Your history of a thousand years are the knowledge of the present but projected as past events. You will be surprised to know that this past cannot happen in a field which has no beginning and end. For example the Universe. Can you pin point a past event in the flow of electricity which is nothing but electrons or electromagnetic waves. Or can you point out the starting and ending point of energy.

Can you say this is old energy and that is new energy. How do you come to a conclusion of a past when you yourself is the product of energy which is neither the past nor the future. Can you say I am old energy, therefore, I have become an old man. Energy is always new and no one can say what this energy is but can be experienced. Not knowing what energy is how can you predict or conceive past, present and future. Science says energy is some thing like invisible fluid and empty. So this some thing fluid plus emptiness is your past.

All the beginnings and ends are illusions but appearing as real in a false medium called time imagined or dreamt by the mind. The Universal mind. You are seeing your wife/husband this moment as a new lady/man. You are seeing your child as a new child always. You actually don’t know the child’s growth unless there is memory of the child’s so called past which may be its photograph. This memory can not reflect as it is. It is relative. It is projected as a thought now. This thought is always new only when its conditionings drop. Or in other words ‘when the ego disappears’. If it is not new then it is memory which cannot project itself as such. We give a name to memory as past events. Can this events be proved

physically now? You may say that this is an old car. From where did you get this idea? Memory. Show me the memory I want to see it or prove it. You will say how can I show it or prove it. Therefore, there is no proof of what you say that this is an old car.

In the present, the mind creates an artificial past which is memory and gets support from external objects which are nothing but its own projection. This is some thing like I am a defense witness to myself in a case against me and judged by myself. I feel you can not understand this. But try. In fact you, he and me are one and the same identified by thoughts as three due to false perception of senses.

Your senses may say there is a ghost there and when you switch on the light you will see a tree or a bush. Senses dupe you. Even the projection of memory as thought is only now, this moment, and not some time back. Get rid of these conditioned thoughts of a false ‘I’. Throw it off.

If the past is true you can also see your self as a child now. The mind and thoughts project a false past which does not exist now and you as mind believe it.  When you allow the thoughts to arise as always new you will come to know the wonders of the world. The mysteries of the world. A pin looks beautiful. A blade of grass smiles at you and you can thank it. This is the beauty and mystery called Existence. You exist not as a body or mind but as Consciousness. Remember this is not a philosophical or logical rambling. This is an experience coming out as words.

I don’t know how you are going to understand all this. Till then enjoy the world as it is with out any comment. Wish you succeed.

Rupam or forms or objects or which is manifest is an illusion, a dream.       

Arupam in English is non manifest, nameless, formless and attribute less. This is Consciousness- Non matter. Beyond energy. Beyond mind. You can feel it and know it. Just now you are feeling it and knowing it. Without this Consciousness you are a dead wood. This is only an example for you to understand. (The wood is not dead because it is cut.

A lot of activity is going on inside it. But this is a different matter).You are always conscious but you don’t know it. Due to your own unawareness you are non conscious. That is the pity. You have become a dead wood. Most of your actions are only out of this non consciousness. Thoughts interfere and hide this Consciousness. Thought is a chatter box. Endlessly going on producing talks which is gossip or producing more thoughts (while not talking) jumping from pillar to post without any meaning. All this you can observe. You will notice when you are absorbed in work, you are thoughtless. Thoughts stop and creativity takes place. This absorption is awareness. Creativity, what ever it may be, arises out of awareness and it has nothing to do with thoughts. Of course in the beginning you learn through thoughts but cling to it. Throw it off.

Rupam means forms or objects. Manifest. All that you see as objects including the world and your body. This manifestation as multitude of forms is an illusion or dream arising out of non manifest or non matter. This you are experiencing every day from waking state to sleeping state. You are not conscious of the missing state which is deep sleep. This non consciousness is the cause of a false past, present and the future because you find a break in conceived chain of events. This break you call yesterday. This break you notice actually starts with some thing new and not a continuation of the events before the break. But it creates an illusion of a continuity which you call today. Your mind or thoughts cannot perceive this. The universal mind creates a continuity which gives a beauty to it. Some thing like saying ‘I saw you yesterday and I am seeing you again today’. This is a false statement  unconceivable  to your small mind which is a bundle of thoughts. You always see every thing as new, fresh ones but your mind concludes, it is the continuity of a false past. This leads to misery, selfishness etc. This will continue as long as you don’t understand it or know yourself. Religions throw the blame on a so called creator and fate. If that be a fact there cannot be so much of chaos and sufferings. The so called creator cannot be so harsh and cruel. You as an illusion go on creating sufferings and misery and throw the blame on some thing else. Absolute ignorance. You are the subject and what all you see as objects is a dream. For the object what all it sees as a subject is a dream. You are a dream to me and I am a dream to you. As long as you don’t understand this, the misery, fight, competition will go on.

Come out of it you will know what is what, which is the Truth. Understand your waking state is only a dream and not real. Arupam or non manifest has got nothing to do with it.

Mind and thoughts

What you call ‘my mind’ is nothing but a bundle of thoughts. Without these thoughts you don’t have any individual mind at all. There is no individual mind existing. These thoughts which you call mind is not yours but borrowed or it has been thrusted upon you without your knowledge or acceptance. This acceptance or non acceptance also arises only out of these thoughts. Only in a thoughtless state the purity of mind is known which is the Universal mind. If you discover it you will find only experiencing goes on with out a division. The seeing, the hearing and the feeling. There is no I to say ‘I am doing all this’. One does not know any thing about this Universal mind because the thoughts have already created a false I. For example when you enjoy a cinema show you never know the presence of this false I or can say I am seeing the cinema. Or when you are submerged in a beautiful music you will never know or say ‘I am listening to this music’. You will forget your presence. This forgetfulness of yourself is the disappearance of thoughts which has created the false I. Therefore, you can never say I am now listening to a beautiful music. You can never say I am enjoying a cinema at that point of time. Please try. You may say this after hearing the music when the false I has appeared. This goes on through out your life without your knowledge. You are not aware of this. Be aware of yourself while seeing a cinema and tell me whether you as a person is there.

This Universal mind manifests as energy. In this field of energy all objects or the world appears as an illusion this includes your body also. In other words the energy is creating itself as objects or it becomes the objects and perceives the objects as a subject which is your body. Science cannot deny this. This energy or Universal mind cannot experience itself as such. Like water experiencing itself as water, which cannot be. Therefore, the senses are needed to experience and hence the body. Therefore, the body becomes an instrument for the mind to experience itself. To experience itself as the world and cosmos. This is the only purpose of this body. But unfortunately or fortunately thoughts appear and creates a false ‘I’ which you call ‘me’. All the rest that follows is thought oriented on the basis of this false I. But the pure mind (which is Consciousness) goes on experiencing itself through the same body as objective world irrespective of thoughts. There is no separate experiencer. The mind experiencing itself as objective world through a body. The experiencer is the experienced. But the simultaneous illusory function of this false I goes on not affecting the mind. That is, experiencing goes on irrespective of the false I. Thisfalse I hides the pure mind which is the experiencer and the experienced. They are not two but one. The seer is seen. The seer is the eye (which is mind) which sees an illusory object created by itself (which is the  mind) to experience itself (again the mind). But the false I creates an illusory separation, though it is not, as an individual and indulges in the vagaries of a so called life only leading to misery, occasionally coming across temporary pleasure which the false I mistakes for happiness. You would have suddenly noticed or experienced this feeling of happiness which you cannot explain but before you realize this happiness the thoughts cover it and the false I takes control of its own activities.

This mind appears in waking state and disappears in the sleeping state. It is not you who is waking up and going to sleep. Realizing all this you will come to know that this mind is also an illusion. Which amounts to the mind knowing itself with out illusions of objects created by itself, what ever it may be. It appears and disappears on a background called Consciousness. This Consciousness continues forever which is the Being. All this, one can experience and know and not mere concepts provided you want to know yourself.

Now tell me who are you? What are you?

Recognition and identification

Don’t recognize anything using known thoughts, borrowed thoughts. (This applies only tothe real seekers) You will know ‘What is’ in that silence and peace. You will notice a flow. Out side sources (people) which are thought oriented cannot know this. If this flow is identified or recognized, it becomes false – mind oriented. You just become a witness. A choiceless awareness is witnessing. Just Be. If you identify, the witness disappears. Identification and recognition are thought oriented. In this togetherness of Consciousness and forms there is no identification or perception of a thing. It may even be a song. Even the flow of creativity (what ever it may be) is not perceived or even thought of in this state of Being. Time disappears. You are a Being in a form. You are a human Being only if you know that state. Other wise you are only an advanced animal.

Music is timeless movement but beyond thought. Music is not language and hence it does not contain words created by conditioned thoughts. In music there is silence and peace if not identified. If you merge with it then music is love. If music is recognized as a song sung by somebody there is reaction which is movement and it becomes thought oriented. The beauty of music is lost. Unnecessary flow of thoughts should stop to know music. You communicate with music non verbally. You cannot claim a right for its creation. It flows from Existence.

Stop recognizing any thing as a ‘Thing’ including your children and wife/husband. Just be with it in full awareness. To make it more explicit I am giving below the talk of Osho:

Rengetsu

It happened about a very famous Zen woman, her name was Rengetsu. Very few women have attained to the Zen ultimate. This one is one of those rare women.She was on a pilgrimage, and she came to a village at sunset and begged for lodging for the night, but the villagers slammed their doors. They were against Zen. Zen is so revolutionary, so utterly rebellious, that it is very difficult to accept it. By accepting it you are going to be transformed; by accepting it you will be passing through a fire, you will never be the same again.

So traditional people have always been against ALL that is true in religion. Tradition is all that is untrue n religion. So those must have been traditional Buddhists in the town, and they didn’t allow this woman to stay in the town; they threw her out. It was a cold night, and the old woman with no lodging... and hungry. She had to make a cherry tree in the fields her shelter. It was really cold, and she could not sleep well. And it was dangerous too – wild animals and all.

At midnight she awoke – because of too much cold – and saw, as it were, in the spring night sky, the fully opened cherry blossoms laughing to the misty moon. Overcome with the beauty, she got up and made a reverence in the direction of the village.... This is what TATHATA IS. Overcome with the beauty, she got up and made a reverence in the direction of the village: Through their kindness in refusing me lodging I found myself beneath the blossoms on the night of this misty moon.

She feels grateful. With great gratitude she thanks those people who refused her lodging, otherwise she would be sleeping under an ordinary roof, and she would have missed this blessing – these cherry blossoms, and this whispering with the misty moon, and this silence of the night, this utter silence of the night. She is not angry, she accepts it. Not only accepts it, welcomes it – she feels grateful. A man becomes a Buddha the moment he accepts all that life brings with gratitude. He is on the Way, he is on Tao; and he IS becoming meditative.

This is what exactly I mean. Become Rengetsu.

Universal Mind

The Universal Mind is what you are and the world. It arises from the source and disappears into the source which is Consciousness. When it arises it creates an illusion out of Consciousness as world etc. This happens every day. You as a body is just an illusion and through your body it perceives the world etc. out of the senses of the body. The body is just helping the Mind to perceive Consciousness as world etc. But unfortunately or fortunately thoughts

appeared to explain this illusory perception to itself  (others being manifestation of mind). Just like it perceives through your body, the mind is also perceiving the world through other bodies. This experiencing is explained by thoughts which are words and language. To whom this can be explained. For this a non existent ego as ‘I’ is dreamt or imagined by the mind to explain its own experience of its perception to establish its false existence. Therefore, the I also gets established. This is all that remains in this illusion. You as a body and the world don’t exist as such. Science accepts the non existence of any thing but is unable to explain this false I.

This false established I does not affect the Universal mind or the Consciousness. This false I goes on creating miseries and sufferings to itself and other false I (other people) endlessly not knowing itself or its root which is the Universal mind. When this false I realizes or knows its root, it comes to know its falsity and stops its separate identity. At that state there is no false I but only the Universal Mind remains still perceiving the world through your and other bodies. At this state it comes to know its falsehood and realizes that it is nothing other than Consciousness and remains at its source. The Source and the Universal mind remaining together.

This is what exactly you are just now but with an identification of a false ‘I’ which you call ‘me’.The understanding of this so called process is prevented every second and every minute by the conditioned thoughts which created a separateness of this false I and this false I goes on living like an advanced animal (some one said ‘A social animal’) submerged in absolute selfishness and moneystrengthens this selfishness further. All your efforts to acquire more and more sophistication in various fields only leads to absolute strengthening of this false I. All the efforts of man is to possess this gadgetry. Your true knowledge is sealed forever. This absolutely prevents knowing the Universal Mind and thereby discovering the Consciousness. Man/woman starts operating within intellect which is not the true knowledge of  himself. He only knows the outer world on the basis of his own conditioned thoughts. He is absolutely ignorant of the inner world. Inner world does not mean your internal organs.

What can be done to alleviate the man from this distress? Will he listen to all this? Will he understand all this? Will he stop asking questions based on his intellectuality which is the knowledge of the outer?

To prove you are not

You are seeing something. The seer as you is there. The seeing is there as seeing some thing and the seen as an object is there. If I say that the object is not there you will not believe. You will think I am a mad fellow. OK. Fine. Now I will come to the next step. The singer is there. Similar to you. The singing is there similar to your seeing. But where is the song like the object which you saw. Inversely if the song is not there, the object also cannot be there. You may now say the song is in the singing. Fine. Apply the same principle to the objects. You will know that the seen (object) is only in the seeing and not as a separate entity. This appearance of an object as a separate entity is false.

Now I will come to the next step. You are seeing. Is this seeing a separate one apart from the seer. Certainly not. Therefore, the seeing is in the seer. The seeing and seen as separate entities are disproved. The seer contains the seeing and the seen.

I will go a little further. The seer is the seeing and seen. Only one. The singer is the singing and the song. Only one and not three. Now I will go still further. Can you prove this ‘one’ without the rest of

its components. Not possible. Therefore, without the components you cannot prove your existence. Therefore, you are false. If you were left alone in a forest at birth you will not know you are living.

This is not only maths and logic but the truth.  This is the most simpler way of proving your non existence using the present day knowledge. From here on, you go alone and really start thinking whether you exist at all.

The mind perceives you with reference to some thing else otherwise the mind will disappear. You are in relation to some thing. The truth is, that something else is also an illusion because the objects are disproved already. Take life easy. Don’t compete with anything. Just enjoy whatever is there. No desire. No comparison. No attachment. Just be a lazy beggar like me. I know that nothing can be proved in this so called world.

Recognition is memory. you exist as a memory of the mind

You cognize some thing. A form. A new thing for which you cannot give a name. Just like a new born child, with no name. If there is no recognizance of the same form you will see it as new always. This recognizance is called memory. This memory is false, because in reality every thing is new. It is always the beginning. Never repeated. You are never repeated as another person any where in the world either today or in the past. True creativity is not repeated. It is always new. This recognizance is questionable and doubtful. Mind is needed with its thoughts for this recognition which prevents seeing forms as new always. In fact every form you see is new but recognized as old as if seen again by the mind with its so called memory. Can you tell me how this happens? The mind is recognizing itself.

As what? It can only be nothing, but recognizes the form which is you out of its so called memory only to establish itself. Other wise it cannot exist. A false existence. To confirm or continue its existence this false recognition happens , but perceiving itself as a form which is not there. If you understand this you will get a shock here. You will ask the question ‘Don’t I exist?’

As a child this is exactly what is happening. It sees every thing in amazement and wonder. All these days it was in darkness not knowing any thing. It suddenly comes into this world. It will create a terrible shock for it and it may not survive this shock. Therefore, vision gradually appears. Science says it takes about 3 months for a child to see fully any thing. But there is no recognition. Only cognizance of forms. Every thing is new for it. Gradually mind forms with its past memories. The moment the child starts knowing or identifying its mother, mind appears and recognition starts. One has to come back to this state of non recognition to see every thing as new. Then he becomes a Saint or Jnani. This is exactly what the mind wants to do. To destroy itself and go back to its original nature. It will go on trying to go back to its original state continuously which we call rebirth or reincarnation. This is all that is happening in nature – mind appearing and disappearing in search of its originality. The pity is, the originality is always here.

This search is the cause of this world, man and all complications attached to it with the thoughts and ego. What exactly happening is that the mind appears every day and disappears in the night in search of its originality. This appears to happen every day because it is stuck up in time. This search goes on endlessly till it reaches its originality, may be hundreds of years. This is the purpose of you remaining

here. To go back to your originality. Religion is to teach you to discover your originality. But no religion teaches it today. Therefore, man as mind is stuck up in his falsehood as a wrong Self.

This recognition has to be there for knowing the true knowledge. The mind with its ego and thoughts has to be there to realize Consciousness. But unfortunately man gets lost in ego which is conditioned thoughts. Throw away these conditioned thoughts for new unknown thoughts to penetrate you. It arrives

from the Intelligence of the Consciousness. A gift from the Existence for your true search. Accept it with reverence. With gratitude. With thankfulness. This is what Prayer is. A thankfulness to Existence.

                                                                  

Man is in a great hurry

Man is in a great hurry. Speed. What for? To achieve every thing now, as he is inwardly uncertain about the future. This fact he does not know. Instead of this hurrying blindly if he looks at him ask this question he is likely to investigate himself which will reveal that his hurrying is a futile attempt. Because he wants to imitate others on

the basis of his comparison - He is having a car but I don’t have it. Will this work out? A tamarind tree wants to become a neem tree. He may or may not succeed. If he succeeds he will say it is because of his efficiency. If he fails he will throw the blame on fate or a so called god. By the time he comes to know this, many years would have passed. These years are wasted in becoming some thing which he is not sure of. Why not accept things as they come. It does not mean one can be idle. Try, you will fail to remain idle. It is impossible for you to keep quiet. So what is this operating force which makes the body move into action is the primary question he should ask. If he is that much intelligent in asking this question this hurry or speed will slow down. He will slowly start knowing himself. A thought of desire on the basis of comparison leads to this becoming of some thing else other than what he is which is not a certainty. Your life is full of uncertainties but you want to be certain of an event according to your choice. Did all of your choices succeed?  If not why?

Spend some time. Look back into your past. Did every thing happen on the basis of your comparison in the past. Or did you plan this present state of yours in your childhood or later as a youth. You will find it was going, on its own, irrespective of your desires. Does not this reveal that things happen on its own and the ego is putting a hurdle of becoming some thing thereby creating sorrow and pain. This does not mean predetermination. Events happen as a flow without any predetermination.  Like a river flowing

into the ocean. The rain did not plan to become an ocean. It never planned. Just an acceptance of nothing predetermined. This is not a philosophical talk. See the reality out side. An Auto driver would have hoped to become a Doctor but he failed. Or a Doctor who is unfit to be so has become a doctor and he is a failure. Why things are not happening according to our desires? Is there a choice? If this fact is not going to open your eyes I am afraid to say that your life will become a failure. You are seeing thousands of similar cases every day but you fail to see the failures. Only a so called success appears to you and not to the one who got it. Probably it may be his failure.

Wake up to these facts. Accept things as they come. Don’t revolt. Your life may turn pleasant. You will avoid miseries and pain. A choiceless acceptance is Life.

 CONSCIOUSNESS 

                        

BE STILL

Consciousness is not a thing. It is formless, nameless and attributionless. To know itself, feel itself  an illusion of forms appear as imaginations  or dreams with the help of mind which is a beautiful illusion and at the same time retaining its original nature as Consciousness (simultaneously). As mind, forms are projected on Consciousness itself as a screen. The feeling, seeing, knowing, singing, dancing etc. are projected by mind as an illusionary process done by objects which are Consciousness in nature. In fact the singing is nothing but Consciousness appearing as being sung by an object which itself is consciousness.

At this state the mind gets separated for no reason and moves as a separate entity leading to misery and sorrow. In fact what you see as some one singing is nothing but mind projecting Consciousness as an object singing. This projection is made on Consciousness on itself. There is no person as such who is singing. The consciousness is given an illusion of itself as a person and itself as song and itself as singing. When the mind falsely thinks it is a separate agency it makes thoughts also separated leading to a false creation of ego which created another illusion of ‘I’. From here every trouble starts for mankind. Selfishness, desires etc. What is required is for the mind to know its origin as consciousness and know that it is projecting consciousness as objects and subject. In fact the subject and object are one and the same. The subject is just for the purpose of seeing, feeling etc and not separate entities. Man is caught in this false separation of the mind and through thoughts he believes he is a separate entity. This belief is nothing but a thought.

In fact nothing is there. What is there is only Consciousness appearing as objects to the mind which itself is Consciousness. This perception of objects is through senses held by a body. Apart from Consciousness nothing exists as objects. The subject or object are mere projection of Consciousness as objects on itself. Though  a very simple fact, having got lost of its originality and merged in illusion, the mind becomes clouded in these illusions and considers itself as a separate entity.

Be still and know yourself. Talking and actions prevent this knowing. Therefore, be still.

True Knowledge

True knowledge is about the Self, yourself. The inner core of your self. All the rest of the knowledge are picked up from books or others. It concerns the outer which is the world, the people etc. Seldom one seeks the inner knowledge as he is attracted by the outer objects. This attraction is a mere visual like a picture or a cinema show or a TV show. It is actually not there but gives an impression of being there. The science calls it virtual. But the paradox  is science considers the outer, the material as real and not virtual in spite of the fact that it is subject to change and perceived only by the mind with the help of thoughts.  Half of the world scientists accept that nothing exists other than energy. This looks funny. One has to understand the significance of real and virtual. All that is out side is actually virtual arising from the real being the Consciousness like a shadow.Without this Consciousness you can never know anything. You are a dead piece of a log of wood.

It is amazing to know how one could discard this Consciousness which is the main source of everything. You cannot know anything in unconsciousness. You are dead.You fail to understand or know what is it

that appears in the morning and says ‘I am awake’ and what is that which disappears in the night and says after waking that ‘I went to sleep’ or ‘I was sleeping’. Does the one which says this knows it while it was in sleep. Therefore, the one that went to sleep without knowing its state is the cause of waking and sleeping. What is it? If you examine very deeply you will find that it is the mind which appears in the morning and disappears in the night. Then what are you? If you care to go deeper you will find that you

appeared as a body after the mind appeared. Therefore, you are the product of dream or imagination of the mind. There is no you existing independently apart from the mind which itself is an illusion. From

here on the journey to know you becomes difficult unless you have proper guidance. Books can’t do that. It is for you to search.

Everything you see around are the products of mind, virtual and not real. Go deeper and know what the mind is. Don’t ask me, because you say you have a mind. Do you have the mind or the mind has you? 

Man is enormous

Man is enormous but he thinks he is small and dies like a mosquito. You refused to understand this statement and did not allow me to explain by your frequent interruptions. OK this is normal and usual because the mind cannot take up this shock and wants to establish its existence by irrelevant talks through thoughts.

                         

Your enormity is unknown to you since you see yourself as a body. The truth is you are neither the body nor the mind. You are beyond both. As long as one cannot know this real Self which is beyond the body and mind or thoughts he can never know what reality is and allow the mind to go on chattering on all stupid things always making comparison with somebody out side him and trying to become that.  One always wants to become something else other than what he IS. Remember there is no world apart from you. Tell me can there be a world without you? Therefore, you are the world and the world is you. You may not understand this truth. You will have to find out who is this real YOU in you who can alone know happiness because He is happiness and Love. I don’t think the mind can easily accept this since it has already got into an illusion of a wrong self which one calls as a person. Remember it is not you who is calling a non existent “I” or “he” as a person. It is the mind making a wrong cognizance through thought.

It may be too much on my part to expect an ignorant one to understand this as he is already submerged in conditioned thoughts or he is operating with in a programme which is conditioned thoughts.  There is no way out for him as long as he is unaware of himself. As long as the mind thinks that it is the body there is no way out. Therefore, one has to very deeply study the thoughts and mind. Our great Saints and Sages have done this thousands of years ago which the psychology or psychiatry failed to do and still in confusion from Sigmund Freud, Carl Jung, Adler and the present day psychologists. Because they could not go beyond mind. Most of these chaps either became mad or committed suicide.

If one is willing to make a deep and thorough enquiry about himself persistently, he is bound to succeed if he is not going to rely on thoughts imposed on him. This success alone will reveal the Love and Happiness. All the rest created by imposed thoughts are mere bullshits.

Mind is energy. Energy  can function only in space and time. Mind is also matter appearing as such out of energy . Mind is space and thought is time. Both space and time together. Man is matter arising out of mind and thoughts being time it becomes movement. These thoughts being movements makes the body (which you call man) move into actions which results in reactions which are again thoughts and leads to emotions. (Can you understand this?)

Unless one goes beyond mind he can not know what happiness or love is. Some times he comes across this but the conditioned thoughts screen it and man says love has failed. Love is not a thing to fail. It is

beyond matter. One has to know it in every part of his actions. Then he sees the world as Love. Till this stage is reached one cannot, I repeat, cannot know happiness which is the embodiment of Love.

All this may appear as Greek and Latin unless one goes deeply in search of himself. Any way I have done what I should do and the matter rests here.

BLISS                                                                                              

If one understands or knows love it will lead to meditation and from there to Samadhi which is Bliss. Nothing on this earth can produce this Bliss. It is internal and not external. Sat, Chit, Anand – Truth, Consciousness, Bliss. It is something like getting intoxicated without alcohol or drugs. But the poor youngsters seek drugs which can only produce hallucinations for a short while. If one discovers Bliss which is your birth right, he can continue to be in it where the I,You,Me, It, That, This are missing.

You cannot explain it in words. Language fails. Science etc fails. Just forms without names or identification. You will know these so called forms without names or identification is nothing but a shadow of YOURSELF. Yourself  here means pure Consciousness without any second to it. This is all that exists. All the rest of matter which you see as objects are mere shadows arising out of it. False appearing as real to the mind which uses thoughts for the purpose of recognition and identification. There is no I or Me who is doing it. The doer is missing. Ahamkar – I am the doer is not there. Mind can never understand this because it is limited and temporary subject to continuous change. But the same mind should be made to understand this. This is the greatest problem one has to face to realize the Truth. This is the paradox. One just drops at this stage of using his intellect and gets lost forever and mind goes on endlessly trying to find itself not knowing that it is only a shadow of What Is or Consciousnesss and it is nothing but ‘That’ in its purity. Every thing is one wholeness without any division. Allow the mind to attain its purity                                                  

                                                        

Not your fault                                                                   

‘Now’ is this moment which is Consciousness which is beyond time. This is living and life and not some thing called leading a life with a woman/man and producing children and filling up the gaps in the world. Life is a continuous beginning with out an end and that is the Being. You can say you are a human being only if you know the present or this moment as Consciousness. The meaning of Being is forever. But man goes on telling like a parrot that he is a human being.

Be in this moment and look at the objects as a Being. You will come to know they are illusions. A screen play like a cinema projected on a screen. But you are getting lost in this glamour of illusions which you very well know will not last forever and forget to know yourself at this moment.

If you live at this moment not as a body but as Consciousness you will know your enormity and not as a tiny speck of dirt. That is why I used to say man is enormous. Here ‘I’ means not the body or the mind. This is the reason why I call intellect as nonsense.You are living at this moment as a being. But the pity is you don’t know it. Better know yourself before knowing or showing interest in others and objects. This is not your fault. You have been conditioned for this without your acceptance or knowledge.

Man lives by the clock. Without it, the time, he cannot survive. He will be utterly confused and lost.

Therefore the hurry to get things done. This can only lead to chaos. But man thinks every thing is well organized not knowing that he is fighting against time which does not exist. This is a shadow boxing. Unless wisdom dawns on him things will go on like this which is ignorance to reality.

                                  

A great joke – yesterday, today and tomorrow                        

What is yesterday? An imaginary broken bits of  events produced by memory as today. It does not exist today other than a memory. Therefore, the events are just memories. What is memory? Again it is a record of some thing which is not there and supposed to have happened yesterday. Was there any separate and real yesterday? It is a continuation of another yesterday, a false record of another false yesterday. Therefore, there never existed any yesterdays. All your yesterdays are only today based on a false record called memory. Simply because you come out of sleep you call this memory as yesterday.

You forget people sleeping on the other side of the earth when you are awake. For them it is still not yesterday. A great joke. What is this today? It is a continuation of a nonexisting yesterday split up into two by a thing called sleep. Today appears to be a continuation of events of these so called non existing yesterdays coming out of memory when memory itself is based on a non existing another yesterday. Don’t go mad here. Just be steady to swallow all this bullshits. Modification of memory is the so called today. I just feel laughing about this tamasha.

What is tomorrow? Does it exist? It is only an imagination of today. Based on what? Based on events of yesterday being modified as today and projected as tomorrow. What are these events? Again a memory of some thing supposed to have happened yesterday which never existed. Can you make any head or tail out of this great joke which is going on in our so called life and we say we are living gloriously and happily.

Now the serious part of  it. There never existed any yesterday or today or tomorrow. Only the present moment exists which is the ‘Now’. This ‘Now’ is always a new or always the beginning without an end. This ‘Now’ is nothing but Consciousness a continuous beginning. The intellect will raise all sorts of questions such as ‘if the beginning does not end how can there be another beginning’. Here I am forced to repeat what science says. It says what appears as matter is a particle and wave simultaneously. Why the intellect is not questioning this and say ‘how is it possible? ‘One has to come to an end for the other to start. Both cannot exist together’. The intellect becomes dumb here.

Always the beginning is some thing like this. You can say simultaneous beginnings. But difficult to explain by words. Your mind or thoughts cannot perceive this. This is one of the reasons that many scientists went mad. They were in a great hurry to see hell without knowing the route and some hurriedly committed suicide. Poor guys. They should have come and met me to go straight to hell.

I would have, out of sympathy, showed them the proper route to hell. They missed it.

Don’t miss me now. I mean the real Now.

                                                           

This is That or That is This

This, the body with its mind was taken to many places for the false to drop. The false comprises of attachments etc. When the false drops it gives a tremendous reaction. The false thinks it has lost some thing of being itself as the false ‘I’. Every thing is known as part and parcel of Itself. Nothing exists apart from the real ‘I’ or absolute consciousness. The mind, thoughts and the body merges into the whole. There is no some one who is existing and asking a question. Every thing is taken care of without asking and seeking. It is realized that ‘This is That’. I am that. No second one to it to say or claim that a second one as a person is existing. Every thing stops. This will be recognized by the false which are persons which is nothing but the Truth appearing as ignorance and gets submerged as a second person as illusion. Death dies. Birth is unborn.

Getting into ignorance and coming out of it reveals the True Self. The removal of the false being ignorance which is the false I is the gift for real search. Even this search is known to be That. The false is also known to be That. Every appearance if known as blank form there is nothing to be recognized. In

the wholeness of  Oneness what is to be recognized. Things happen without doing. The doer is silent and absent.

The One which appeared as many has taken them back. The unmanifest appearing as manifest as world is wonderful. Unexplainable. The manifest getting attached to itself is ignorance and also exhibits its wonders being the world, cosmos etc. The knowledge of this is very rare and the so called man is merged into this illusion and thoughts thinks it as real making him to say it is the ‘I’ who perceive it.

The unmanifest becomes manifest within itself and appears as material. From non material it manifests as material, but cannot be separated. The non manifest is the eternal background of the manifest as material which is the cosmos, world, man etc. At that state its potential is only ignorance. Occasionally it comes to know its original state of unmanifest nature through knowledge. This knowledge starts coming through books which arose out of this knowledge and proceeds further knowing it through the help of the unmanifest without the help of any books. What a wonder and a paradox.

The manifest is time and space within unmanifest. This manifest is a sort of illusion or dream or imagination or shadow. But they are only words which cannot reveal the true nature of the unmanifest. But this unmanifest is realized in the material state. But man is not aware of it. As a matter of fact man is himself the unmanifest appearing as a form as manifest. Once the realization takes place the realities are disclosed automatically. The emptiness is not actually without nothing.It is a No Thing. It is the state of unmanifest like the sky. Now science calls it as dark matter. It will go further endlessly. But this unmanifest is ever new and ever the beginning. Therefore, what appears to science as dark energy will also change. Science cannot be made a constant factor. It is bound to change on the basis of its background which is unmanifest. Since it is always the beginning science will also start to a new beginning and cannot stop. It may appear to be a continuation of what was known earlier. But in fact it is new. The fifth generation of antibiotics is new when compared to the first generation of antibiotics. The next generation of man is new when compared with his previous generation. This truth should be clearly understood before finding fault with the new 0generation. Matter is evolving. It is evolution within a continuous flow of always the beginning.

One who realizes this Truth comes to know of the beauty of these realities and stops getting affected by thoughts and mind. At that state he is unmanifest appearing as manifest. That is non material appearing as material. At that state what seriousness can be there in life or on the viewing of matter as forms. All the conditioned thoughts disappear.

All the concepts and ideas disappear. He is reborn to realities which is the Truth.

                                                         

Truth about Consciousness speaks                                                     

‘I am’ or ‘amness’ is Pure Consciousness. I remain in my true nature as pure knowledge of Consciousness always and the mind arises as maya or illusion in me like a mirage. It appears to be there but if you probe it is not there. This mind  becomes energy. As energy it becomes matter. As matter it becomes atoms and subatomic particles. From this it becomes various objects such as galaxies. Out of one such object it becomes the world. As world it becomes various non moving objects. As non moving objects it becomes moving objects. As moving objects it becomes mankind. As mankind it dreams of a separation as man and women or male or female in all species. As man/woman it develops a rare sense of knowing ‘Myself’ and it comes to know itself as pure Consciousness. As pure mind without illusions it merges in me. Knowing this truth is the path of real knowledge. Since there is nothing to obstruct such as thoughts, Intelligence arises out of Me and all questions are answered in words. Though words cannot express the knowing fully it shows the path or route.

In this path, these states of the mind gets stuck up at a particular state in which it is and goes on trying to reach its original state while the original state remains with it always. In one such state it develops the

ego created by its own thoughts. This ego is nothing but dividing itself as I, you, it, this, and that. Such objects perceived by mind cannot explain any thing as those objects are not a thing but Consciousness perceived by mind as objects including man/women. Therefore, an exact explanation of any object is not possible using words by the mind. An explanation of what I am or Consciousness is also not possible by mind till it realizes itself. In this search of itself it develops into another state and that evolution is progressing now in utter illusion which one calls as modern world. All the developments which is seen today is only an evolution of creating a way of knowing itself as Consciousness by perceiving it as a separate entity. But such process created by mind and thoughts getsstuck up at each state and utilized by that state and further knowing gets stopped. Mind fails endlessly.

This knowing of itself goes on endlessly with every one of its dreams as objects till it knows its original state which is always with it. This illusory process happens in time which does not exist. The mind has just to look at itself to know it is only Consciousness. This looking at itself starts with the knowledge obtained through books of realized persons or by listening to self realized persons. It progresses slowly and at one stage it drops all such knowledge and progresses with the help of Intelligence arising out of Me as Consciousness. Finally it gets merged in ME. As mind itself is an illusion what all it assumes or perceives are only dreams or imaginations of the mind.

Man/women/objects are only dreams of the mind. There is no such entity existing as a second one to Consciousness including your body.This is the Truth which every religion says and man has polluted it by his own selfishness and ignorance of realities. He has poisoned every beautiful original scriptures in all the religions except one or two and people have become blind to realities and move in darkness.                                                      

This moment                                                         

 If you have applied yourself to realities (not through the conditioned thoughts or the so called your mind) a million questions will arise. The Wisdom as thoughts is pouring into you not from me as a body having a name. Remember this. I am sure you will not understand this. You will always say Vidyasagar said this. This is absolute rubbish. This body with a name is just an instrument of Consciousness trying to give a helping hand to pull you out of conditioned thoughts which is the so called you or the false ‘I’ or ‘me’. If you can understand and know this truth life is lived and achieved. The only thing to do in the so called life is to know what life is. You are only interested in knowing the objective world and what ever appeals to you, you want to copy it and claim it as your achievement.

Man is always concerned about money and his possessions. Material based or materialism. Know that thoughts and mind is not material. He may say the entire world is like that, therefore, I am also following it. I know it is difficult to retrieve him from this mess. The only thing he has to understand is that without him there is no such thing called world. It is an object for him. Just to observe it and not to follow it. If he understands that it is only a product of the mind including his body and thoughts, he can progress in knowing life. However a trial is made irrespective of the results. Only this moment, the ‘now’, alone is here. All the rest are illusions, a dream. Yesterday is a dream for you today, this moment. Know this moment. This moment is always here. Always the beginning. That is all that is existing. All the rest of the actions and the results are just a dream of the mind including your body and what all you possess and what you think you are doing. All the inventions and discoveries are the product of the mind which is not material. A question will now arise that if the body is the product of mind how it is used by Consciousness. When the mind knows itself not as a separate entity it becomes pure and knows its real nature which is Consciousness and all its illusory products are also realized as Consciousness.

It is not known as to how to help this poor man to come out of this mess in which he is deeply embedded. What is required is to listen and understand. The rest will follow automatically.

                                                        

Thinker,Creativity, Awareness.                                                                      

The thinker is a false image created by thoughts. This false image prevents the automatic flow of thoughts. If there is a thinker he operates from the field of known which are conditioned thoughts. These conditioned thoughts cannot produce any thing new. It can produce only chaos. If you remain silent without the intervention of conditioned thoughts you will suddenly find solutions arising on its own solving problems. This, every one would have experienced in the day to day life. This is the basic reality. One is not aware of this fact. If the thinker does not disappear, new thoughts can never come or flow. It is a flow of new thoughts from some where beyond you. But man misunderstands that it is from him.

You will notice this when you sit before a computer and start operating it and produce some codes using languages. You will find yourself missing and the coding happens automatically on its own. In all creative works if you are aware you will find there is no doer.  A painting arises or drawn on its own. It is not coming from your thoughts. This is creativity. A painter becomes thoughtless. A singer becomes thoughtless for the song to come. A dancer becomes thoughtless for the dance to come. Once the doer as thought appears, everything goes berserk. This doer is the ego which does not exist. It is just an illusion created by thought itself. Everything happens on its own and the ego as ‘I’ claims responsibility for it. The natural flow is obstructed. This flow is what is called as Tao by Taoists in China. Just a flow of Existence unto you.

This flow is ever present and man presumes that he is doing every thing. A carpenter is absent when some wonderful creation comes up either as a chair or a table etc. You will find this truth in all the fields. From medicine to a street mechanic. The doer is a false image created by thoughts when in fact there is no doer. It may be difficult for one to accept this truth. While typing it is known there is no one is typing. The typist is absent. Only typing happens. Later on you may say I typed. Be aware . You will find that you are missing. While cooking a lady is absent there. Only cooking takes place. This can be known by every woman who cooks. It happens automatically. Take for example bathing. You will not know all the processes of bathing. You will notice that bathing goes on automatically. Do you know you are applying soap on your hand and creating a foam and washing your hand. It just goes on automatically. In all your actions you will notice the actor or doer is absent and only the doing is there and later on one says the actions were his actions. While driving you will know that the driving comes on its own. The driver is absent.  Thoughts does not give any instruction for driving. Similarly while talking. You will never know you as a person is talking. The talking flows. If you become aware of a person doing the talking then every thing become self centered. This self is false. You are not aware of the real Self.

Be aware and watch the world you will notice that every thing goes on by itself. Only when the doer as ‘I am doing this’ appears, selfishness and desires take hold of you or you become a slave to your own thoughts. What ever you do as a doer will lead to failure and misery. When success happens you will say it is due to your efforts. When failure happens you will throw the blame on your fate. Be aware always. Be watchful. Be alert.

Only when the poet is absent poetry will flow. Only when the actor is absent acting will arise. Only when the singer is absent singing will arise. There are no doers here. The doer has to be absent when any thing creative to arise. The student has to disappear for studying to happen. But we say my son/daughter is studying well and scores good marks. This is a false statement. You ask the student whether he knew himself as a student sitting in a class room when he was deeply concentrating on the lecture of the teacher. If he is little bit intelligent he will understand that he as a student was absent while he was listening to what the teacher was telling. Only listening was there. In all such events if you become aware of yourself you will notice everything will slow down. All your actions will slow down. The rush for doing some thing will not be there. Every thing that is done will come out of this awareness. Your desire of doing some thing for earning money will drop. Just pure awareness will prevail without a

person . Don’t give a name. Just be aware. This you can easily notice while you are driving or cooking. Just awareness. Out of this awareness actions come on its own. You cannot claim a right for it.                                               

                          

Reading and awareness

As one thinks reading is not a single process. You will be surprised if I say that it is not one but two. One process applies to reading with the conditioned thoughts and the other is through awareness. In the first category a lot of questions arise leading to confusion which leads to further questions. Each one reads on the basis of what he knows already or how he was conditioned. He inadvertently translates what he reads on the basis of his conditioned thoughts and understands it wrongly. A true teacher’s real duty is to remove this wrong process. But no teacher does it thereby forcing the students to go for tuition classes

out side his school and the same thing happens there also. This is due to lack of awareness. Most of the people read without awareness. This leads to non understanding. This is the reason why one student scores good marks and some one else scores less marks. If one reads with awareness then there is no person who is reading with conditioned thoughts. The reading is through awareness. He reads with a free mind and with a passion to know some think new. This can be easily noticed. Be aware and read. You will find that you as a person is not the reader. You are missing while reading. Only awareness of reading alone is there.Be aware while reading and never allow your conditioned thoughts to interfere and translate it on the basis of one’e own known knowledge. Remember you are reading a new subject about which you can never have any previous knowledge.                                                   

What is What?                                                

Can you answer this question? Looks so simple andyet you cannot answer. It means Existence is Existing. Or Existence is Existence or what is what as it should be.  Nothing else. You are existing as only you. Can you deny this? But you cover yourself with many masks such as father, uncle, cousin, good man, bad man, rich man etc. and split up yourself or you allow yourself being split.

All the rest of the objects seen as world etc are illusions created by the mind. He/She is existing as himself/herself is an idea of your thoughts and mind. You cannot prove their existence even scientifically with out the help of sight. Therefore, can I call others as mere sight which is a fact?

When you disappear all the rest disappears with you. This happens every day which you call sleep. One day you will forget to wake up which others call as death and not by you. As far as you are concerned you don’t know what death is and develop a fear for death which you don’t know. But you are unnecessarily creating another ‘you’ or ‘I’ which is the ego which is the one that is afraid of death. This ‘I’ is an illusion. Not true.

This fear is an emotion created by thought and expressed by a false ‘I’. Without this false ‘I’ you will know what is what. Which I call ‘Consciousness or what is’.Why don’t you accept the available as available. Why do you want to change it or make it to change according to your desire and you waste the rest of your life in changing the available into some thing else. Can not you be satisfied with what is what?

Consciousness and the False ‘I’                                            

Consciousness alone is existing. It can be given any name such as Existence, What is, Universe etc. After all, the name is a word. Out of this Consciousness arises the universal mind. Remember there is no individual mind. Individual mind is just a bundle of thoughts thrusted upon you. You are operating from only this limited sphere of thoughts not belonging to you.

This Universal mind is pure and emerges as energy which gets into an interplay as matter which is nothing but subatomic particles which are nothing when probed further. This world and man is nothing

but a concentrated form of these particles which are basically nothing. You cannot say that man is a whole and a single entity. Can you explain man? Is he the legs or hands or head or lungs etc. One may say that man comprises all these, But these organs do not claim that it is man. Is the heart claiming that it is man?. Who is the one perceiving the man as a whole? Certainly not the parts such as hand etc. The perception of man as a whole and as a single entity is just a false thought. Is there a man at all perceived by the organs. This thought according to me  is just an illusion. Do you in your every day life know that you are a man/woman every single moment through thoughts. You just take it for granted without knowing what you are. You don’t even know that you are perceived by a false thought.

Now coming to the serious aspect of it. Can thoughts perceive? It may perceive USA which is not there for the thought. Out of the informations gathered it perceives with out knowing. Can I say you are just an information for thought and calls this illusory perception as ‘I’. One calling himself as ‘I’ is false. Illusionary. Perception comes out of Consciousness and not independently. Thoughts don’t know it.

Some thing is consciousness of yourself. What is this something. You will have to find out. You are wrongly identifying it as ‘I’. Can you say that you are perceiving yourself. If so who is this ‘you’ who is perceiving another you? Can you explain this ‘you’ or ‘I’. Now coming to the point, there is consciousness of yourself and not as a false thought. Man does not know his own perception and starts building castles in the air. This consciousness should be known to you. Otherwise you cannot say I am living. You must be conscious of yourself but you don’t know this consciousness and you never cared to know it. You have allowed the thoughts to create a false ‘I’ or ‘Me’ which is the ego. Nobody understands this ego. They think that it means arrogance, head strongness, ‘thinks too much of himself’ and all the adjectives. Absolutely idiotic. The creation of the false ‘I’ is the ego and thoughts goes on telling that it is doing every thing for this ‘I’which was created by it as an illusion. Can you understand upto this. The falsity of yourself or not knowing yourself.

If one is a little bit intelligent a big question will arise. The question is “Am I existing at all”, but one goes on gathering all sorts of ideas without knowing who he is and reacting to such ideas. What sort of man is he? I am amazed. (Here ‘I means not the usual ‘I’

Creativity flows in the absence of a creator                                                   

In doing some thing if one says that ‘I am doing it’, it will only lead to confusion and chaos. You will notice this in day to day life. For example while you are driving a car you never know you are driving and there is no thought which says that you are driving. Only awareness is present. Not a single thought about driving. Your thoughts may be jumping from one place to another. If this is so, you are bound to meet with an accident. Thoughts prevent awareness. Awareness of driving  is creativity. Because you are creating movement from one place to another without the interference of thoughts. This applies to all creative jobs from cooking to information technology. Sitting before a computer on a creative job you will notice the absence of thought. You will be aware of it once the job is over. But you fail to notice it. Wake up to this simple truth.

In any form of art if only awareness is present the out come will be marvelous. If there is a thought that ‘I am doing’ arises any art goes berserk and becomes ugly. I am surprised to see singers, composers, dancers etc saying that they have done it well. Can’t they simply keep quiet and accept the fact that it came on its own like driving and cooking. When will they wake up to this simple truth. Truth always is simple and plain. Religions makes it complicated leading to beliefs. The result is terrorism, wars, killing etc. Can the whole humanity wake up to this truth?

Intellect and wisdom

Intellect cannot know Jnanam or Wisdom. Books cannot teach Jnanam. Thoughts having  got

accustomed to its falseness cannot understand this because it operates from a conditioned source unknown to itself. It is highly limited and restricted.

Bertrand Russel said “What a man believes upon grossly insufficient evidence is an index into his desires -- desires of which he himself is often unconscious. If a man is offered a fact which goes against his experience, he will scrutinize it closely, and unless the evidence is overwhelming, he will refuse to believe it. If, on the other hand, he is offered something which affords a reason for acting in accordance to his experience, he will accept it even on the slightest evidence.” This is what you call man, full of rubbish.

This evidence is based on experience. One who does not have such experience will reject it totally. Now coming to the main issue, is this experience or evidence false or real? I cannot say the experience of a sweet which I tasted will be the same with some one else also. One’s experiences are based on senses which perceives what is presented to it.  What is presented to man/woman is the world, explained by conditioned thoughts.  So can this be his/her own experience. All experiences are false as they are thought based which are borrowed. Hitler once said “You go on repeating a lie, it will become a truth to the hearer in due course”

We always act on somebody’s thoughts. If some one says it is good. It is good for me also. Or I may be confused based on my false experience which was presented to me in a different way and say ‘no it is bad’. The bad and the good differs here on the basis of each individual. Both are false because they act on false knowledge. Some thing good should always be good to every one. Other wise it is false. Bad and good are relative. It differs from person to person..                                                          

Real Meditation or Dhyanam                                                                                                   

The real meditation starts only when all activities have ceased -- activity of the body and activity of the mind. This is what I call meditation. Not paying money and trying to do some thing sitting with the mind going on chattering. May be for a beginning it may be alright to do something as a stepping stone towards meditation. Just a warm up. Meditation has to happen by itself. Meditation is a wrong word, I will call it Dhyana. Being in yourself without any identification or recognition or thoughts arising even with the eyes open. The transformation happens from one to one and not to a crowd. Talks may kindle a flame inside only for the real seeker. For the rest it is only a past time, a recreation. People are trained to make you active and call it meditation. I don’t know what to say of it. May be one can make tons of money. But who wants it?

Understanding  and knowing the Truth  is Jnanam or Wisdom                           

There is no doer. The doings and the non doings are illusions. The doing is the mind and thoughts

and the non doing is the non energy. This energy ends in emptiness or nothingness. Science has accepted this. Mind and thoughts also ends up in nothing or emptiness. It arises and disappears. Psychology is refusing to accept this because it cannot analyze the mind which is not a thing and lands up in concepts which cannot be proved because human behavior is beyond prediction. Nothing can be proved by prediction. But science and psychology wants proof but lands up in philosophy.

Both mind and energy are illusionary factors. Proving illusion is impossible by thoughts. Truth is neither the doing nor the non doing. Beyond both. It is only knowing of itself and never becomes the knower. This knowledge is Wisdom or Jnanam. At this state there is no good or bad. There is none existing to decide what is bad or good at that state. The knower, knowing and the known becomes one.

This is also impossible for the mind to perceive. What ever is said about this Truth are only relative with reference to experiencing by a false experiencer who cannot reveal the real nature of this knowledge using conditioned thoughts. One cannot know what Truth is with thoughts. One who comes to know the

Truth comes to know that there is nothing available to do anything. It is something like making some thing out of air and calling it as an object and giving it a name using words. This is what one sees as world. Unmanifest appearing as manifest. This manifest through mind as objects is   you, me, that, this etc.

Can this Truth be understood? If this is understood  He is Jnanam or Wisdom. Only ‘What is’ is Jnanam. This Jnanam is knowing of Itself. There are no two separate entities to identify each other. The knower and the known. It is neither this nor that. It is self acquired by Itself  by the knowledge of its own reality.

In the whole history of mankind only through a countable few, this wisdom or Jnanam was known or revealed. These revelations became the religion. When these few dispersed into the Existence (which one calls death-which is false), the ignorant ones took possession of the revelations of Wisdom and started corrupting it with selfish motive and that is today’s religion which leads to belief systems. They are only systems of rituals leading to expectations and not real knowledge. One has to be aware of this

fact. In the present situation one comes to know the Truth is a rarest of rare kind. The whole Existence showers its blessings on him and pours down helps unsought.

Is the present generation willing to know this Truth not getting attracted by the outer which is the world which is an illusion appearing and disappearing in a great flux?                                                              

                                                         

You are missing always

Consciousness is a living ‘No Thing’. A living emptiness. Nothing more can be said about it using words but can be experienced. Can emptiness know itself? Impossible. Bur can be experienced. Therefore, to know itself mind appears as anillusion. The contents of mind is only Consciousness. This content is projected as observer and the observed. The observer is the subject and the observed are objects. Both are one projected by mind as two, dual. (the so called you and I are in reality is one) The components of this two is only Consciousness. At this level the observer cannot understand or perceive the observed. Therefore, thoughts and senses are required just for the purpose of identification and recognition. The contents of these thoughts and senses are only Consciousness. This fact becomes unnoticed in the illusionary evolution due to the arisal of an illusion of ego which is the false ‘I’. (this false I is also required for perception but that is a different matter) Each and every state starts assuming itself as a separate entity at that state. (A question will arise here ‘why’. You cannot answer about illusion. It  simply appears to be there) This is absolutely false. If one can understand this Truth all his desires, attachments etc. drop. To him helps come automatically through Intelligence which arises out of Consciousness. This is the only Intelligence and not some thing derived out of education which is only intellect. One may possess a hundred degrees but cannot be intelligent.If one understands this he will find himself missing. A fear will arise. Don’t bother. Face this false fear boldly. You will find yourself there and will not disappear. You are always missing till you observe yourself. This is happening in day

to day life. But you miss it. You are not aware of this fact. For example while you are seeing a picture for two hours, honestly tell me whether you were missing or not. Only seeing is there. While driving a car are you aware of yourself? No. Only driving is there. You are missing. When you stop the car and get down you become aware of yourself and that too for a short while and you will jump into some action where you will be missing. What does this show? You appear for yourself when you become aware of yourself. Otherwise not. The whole life you are missing except for short spells. What I am telling is become aware of yourself always. This awareness is difficult in the beginning  but as you go on it becomes easier. Do this now. Today. Become aware of yourself. Do anything with this awareness. Let me know the result.

Contentment kills death

Like is desire - I want to live. This is a falsehood because you don’t know whether you will be there tomorrow. Dislike is an opposite reaction which you may call hate. I hate death. Which is also false because you don’t know what death is. Just spend a minute here and find out who is creating this likes and dislikes. Is it not your thought or mind? From where has it come and on what basis it evolves from like to dislike. Please try to find out its source. You will land in wilderness. So without knowing the source of your likes and dislikes you go on reacting. What for? Every thing cannot be according to your likes. You like some thing and I dislike it. It is not universal – the same with every one. But you presume your likes will also be liked by others. The worst part is you want it to be so. How do you say this and on what basis?

Dislike is a conditioned thought. You never remain without likes and dislikes which is your basic nature. You have killed it. Do you know that ninety five percent of people don’t have the same desires or likes you have. The have a day to day living. Daily wage earners. They cannot think of a day after today. But you plan not only for tomorrow but for several generations. Does this not show you that you are afraid of a so called future. Why do you fret about tomorrow which does not exist and it never exists. But you go on accumulating wealth for fear of tomorrow. You want the fruits of every thing today because at the subconscious level you do not know whether you will be there tomorrow. This is what is called the fear of death. This is going on internally without your knowledge and therefore, the need for hurrying. Running always towards nothing. You will not understand this. You may say I am going towards a goal, my aim. What is this goal? Is it money and fame oriented or some thing else. Internally you have a fear of death and externally you say you have a goal. Can you guarantee your tomorrow. Understand this contradiction. Every body will die but I will live is a false conclusion.

You will have to break this falsehood. What to do is your next question. Cannot you lead a life of contentment without likes and dislikes? With this contentment your fear of death disappears. You will not run. When there is no fear of death there is no goal or aim. You will start living in this moment. You will say I am ready to die this moment. I know this is very difficult for the mind to accept but ultimately it is going to do the same thing searching for another body which others call as death. You will not know what death is and afraid of it not knowing it. It is the mind going on manifesting and not you as a person. Understand this truth. The real ‘I’ cannot die as it is not born. It is only the mind appearing and disappearing which is perceived as life and death by itself and not you as a person.

            

                  3.Science

        

Scence and Spirituality                                         

Science accepts nothing exists. It says whatever appears to exist are nothing but an interplay of energy. (A sort of illusion just like a mirage) Science took three hundred years or so to tell this.

Our great Saints have said this thousands of years ago. To know this, one has to get rid of the ego which is nothing but thoughts thrust upon without one’s knowledge. The idea of a false I or me or mine has to be deeply inquired. One who does it and finds the falsity of this ego, knows Himself. You can give a name to him as a Saint or Sage or the one who has Realized Himself or a Self Realized man.

There is a beautiful cinema song of a Tamil cinema of mid sixties which is as follows:

Yen endra Kelvi ketkamal vazhkai illai

Nan endra ennam konda manithan vazhanthathillai

Every one enjoyed the music and did not dwell deep into the meaning of this song. It means with out questioning one has not lived a life and the one who said “I” am the doer has never lived. The lyric was by the great Kannadasan.

There is another poem by Barathiar which appeared in one of the recent Tamil films which goes as follows:

“Naanum vor kanavo, indha gnalamum poi thano”

This means “Am I a dream and is the world  false”

The body is nothing but a condensed form of energy (an illusion created by mind which is itself energy) which is made into movement by thoughts (which again is a form of energy) by creating an illusionary ego or a false “I”. This false I succumbs to thoughts in not knowing itself and goes on endlessly till it knows itself and its source. This appears to happen in time, which does not exist and appears as a very long period of time which one calls as many years. (this may appear to you as contradictory statement). Sarvam Sakthi mayam jagath. This means that every thing one sees as existing as objects are only energy which goes into an illusion of matter. This Illusion itself is the mind. This mind again goes into an illusion of thoughts and senses which is housed in an illusory thing called body which appears to arise in the morning which one says as waking and disappears in the night which one says as sleep. In this so called sleep only unconsciousness prevails and develops into a dream which appears as a fluid state and further goes into a deeper interactive dream which one calls as waking. The dream state is a semi conscious one and the so called waking state is a non conscious one. Occasionally one becomes conscious and again this non consciousness screens it or hides it due to conditioned thoughts. One has to learn to be always conscious and discover the real ‘I’ in him. If one is always conscious the real ‘I’ is automatically revealed.

What ever that appears to exist are only illusions or dreams or imaginations of the mind which is nothing but a part of energy which arises as a Maya from “What is or Consciousness”. This energy is called as Shakthi/mind and Consciousness is called Ullam. Crossing this in Tamil is “Kada”. Therefore, it was termed as Kada –vullam = Kadavul. Neither this Ullam nor Shakthi has a form, name or attributes. The whole universe is nothing but Consciousness out of which mind arises as a shadow and considers itself as energy which gets into interplay of illusions through matter and thoughts. Now tell me whether you exist as a person or it is only a bundle of thoughts.

It takes a life time for the so called man to realize himself. For many it may take several life times. It is difficult for thoughts or mind to understand this Truth and retaliates. It is not a person who is refuting all this. It is not you who is rejecting it. See the beauty and mystery of Existence. Unless one gets into deep Dhyanam and enters into Samadhi and simultaneously makes inquiries about himself it is impossible for

one to know Himself and Happiness  He may be going on blabbering all sorts of rubbish things not knowing himself. The world is full of such elements leading to wars, misery, selfishness, comparisons, demands, expectations etc. If every one starts knowing himself the world would become a paradise. But

the so called man is making it a hell and we are part of this but say “I am happy with money and other sophistications”- which are the products of the mind as illusion and perceived as real by it and not by a man who is himself an illusion of the mind and thoughts.

The great saint Thirumoolar said “Ondrey Kulam Oruvaney Dhevan”. This means that the whole world is one which springs out of Dhevan. He means Consciousness as Dhevan. Every thing is one – non dual. But man thinks he sees every thing as multiplicities. The question is who is the seer.  It is not the man who is the seer. He is just a body producing thoughts and emotions and there is no seer.

Today’s science accepts that there are worlds within worlds and universes within universes, multi dimensional and non dual and you exist simultaneously in all these universes appearing and disappearing at an unimaginable rapidity which produces a three dimensional and reality effect. The speed is 300000*300000*mass. Einstein was dumb found when he discovered this formula and announced his theory of relativity and the quantum theory.

This may be too much on my part to make one understand his reality when he is absolutely lost in illusions. Just a “try” on my part to pull out this ignorant man. But I am not certain whether he will understand all this. But I am certain he will rubbish this and throw it off.

Always remember that everything that happens is only a dream and not real. Only the Truth or What is, is real and all the rest are illusions of an illusory mind which are only dreams of the mind. It is like seeing a cinema and commenting on the hero of the picture as if it is happening in real life. Is it true or illusion?

Science and Spiritualism

1.There is no time as such except chronological time.

2.There is only one electron in the whole universe.

3.A cat which is in a box in space is simultaneously dead and alive until the box is opened to see its condition.

4.There are countless universes in which you exist simultaneously.

5.There are worlds within worlds endlessly. Your body is in it and you don’t know in which world you exist because every man is a world by himself.

6.You appear and disappear at the rate of 300000*300000 per second and you say you continuously exist.

7.A black hole leads to a smaller big bang.

8.There are countless black holes in the universe and the universe develops out of such a big bang (it may appear to you contradictory)

9.Some thing which you see is simultaneously a particle and a wave. (similar to you are dead and alive simultaneously)

10.Science says time and space is the fourth dimension in which you as a body is embedded. 11.Do you know this fourth dimension. If you don’t know it how do you say I know myself. Who is this ‘myself’ whom you are referring to.

What I have stated above are from pure science. Can you understand this. You will be shocked. But the Truth is above all this which is the real You or Existence or Consciousness. There is no second to it. Finding out this real You is the only purpose of the so called birth. All the rest arises from the ignorance of not knowing the real You. You may give several fancy names to this real You,

You are lured by the objective world and attracted by it. It arises and disappears with you. When you wake up in the morning you are caught in a web of thoughts which are thrust upon you without your knowledge and you go on reacting to those thoughts which are not yours. These reactions create sorrow or a little pleasure which you mistake for happiness.

Science is a tiny spec of Spiritualism or knowing the Truth. You cannot rubbish this. ‘Do I live’ should be the natural question arising in you if there is a little bit of  intelligence. Seek and search the Truth.                                                                  

SCIENCE                                                                    

                                     

What is science? It is to find out the basic building block of anything you see. This is exactly what spiritualism is. The difference is science proceeds on the basis of mind and thought and spiritualism goes beyond mind and thought.

With mind and thoughts science has found out that the basic building block in nothing or emptiness and says nothing exists and what ever you see is nothing but an interplay of energy which science is not able to explain in words. It is stuck there. But spiritualism goes beyond mind and found out that mind is an illusion out of which arises another illusion called energy and out of which another illusion arises as matter out of which the world arises. All this appears to happen in time which is another illusion. All these illusions appear and disappear on a background called Consciousness. This Consciousness is not nothing or a vacuum but it is No thing. A living ‘No thing’. Nothing can be perceived in that state. This is the state of deep Samadhi. Consciousness is the main thing to know any thing and all the rest are illusions like a mirage. If you go near a mirage it is not there. You and the world is like that – a mirage. But mind through thoughts which is ego perceives it as real through a body with senses which again are illusions which appear and disappear. Therefore, the body is only an instrument for the mind. But this instrument thinks through thoughts that it is independent and existing separately without any connection to other objects and calls itself as ‘I” or ‘Me’. This is the greatest tragedy. In reality you are not this false ‘I’ or ‘Me’. You are in fact Consciousness (spiritualism gave it a name as Brahmam). Know yourself as Consciousness and not as an object. Thou Art That.

To know yourself as Consciousness is the only goal of life and there is nothing else to achieve. Start now, just now, to know yourself.

Nobody cares to delve deeply into this and gets caught in illusions of the outer world forgetting this great Consciousness. Even here you will know the illusion only through consciousness. If you are unconscious you will never know anything. You are dead.

                                                                 

TIME

                                                                                                                                                                                    

A doubt from some one:

Qus:What is time here ? time can be bent and a black hole can observe a time. Then where does the chronological time comes?

Ans:Chronological time is your watch time to organize events. How do you know the black hole can observe time when science says that time and space cannot be separated? If so, is the black hole lies beyond time and space and observing time by splitting it. If so, on what medium does it exist? Science says that time and space is curved on itself. The earth goes in a straight line, Because the time and space is curved on itself it appears that it goes round the sun. Can thoughts perceive this, Is it not an illusion that earth going round the sun? It is the same case with the sun and stars. I used to explain this by saying that a snake goes on swallowing its own tail endlessly. Your thoughts will get stuck up here. Science is bullshit. It operates within a specific confine of thoughts. Science is the tip of the iceberg called mind through which an illusion of energy is dreamt or imagined by the mind which does not exist by itself. It is just an illusion. One can understand this only when he goes beyond mind and body. But science can never go beyond mind. In can operate with in a limited frame of thoughts and whatever comes out of it are again limited. Forget black hole. Where did the big bang happen? Can science find out. Science is excellent bullshit. That is why many scientists go mad or commit suicide. Black hole can observe time is only a mathematical formula by thoughts and not an observation.                                                                                                                                                                                                          

Qus: Is this called parallel universe?

Ans: What is universe and perceived by whom? You can give a name to anything only when you perceive it in its full form. Where is the end of universe which science found out so that it can give a name to it.  In reality this is false. But the wonderful science says this bullshit. This is with reference to mathematical equations.  I feel it may take a long time for me to explain this bullshit of science. Are you willing to know the realities? If so you would have met me long ago though you were here many times. Some thing is preventing. It is not you as a person with a body and name who is preventing. It is the mind. You as a body is just an instrument of the mind. Understand this truth. Otherwise you will fail to know realities and get submerged in objects which are nothing but  illusions of mind, seen  by another  illusion called eye embedded in one more illusion called the bodies. Mind becomes the observer and observed without knowing it. What it observes is itself as objects. The reality is mind does not exist. It is a fake.

 A simple question science cannot answer. The question is who is the observer? What is it? Where does he disappear in sleep and suddenly appear in wakeful state? What is it that appears and disappears? Is it man or something else? If not man what is that something? All this is beyond the knowledge of a common man whatever his educational  qualification may be. But spiritualism has the answers. Our great Gnanis or Sages have found it and gave it to the ignorant man. But the man is refusing to know it and goes on thinking that he is an independent entity. But no Realized person is available to say the Truth. All the so called Gurus lead you to a false path for earning money and fame.   They lead you from ignorance to greater ignorance because they don’t know themselves.

This body with a name as Vidyasagar is willing to answer your questions and clear your doubts for no personal benefits. But you are not willing. What a state is this? Every one is in the same boat like you, willing to go under the water one day which you call death. But remember I am not a practicing guru. Not a Guru at all.This (I am) is available always. Please make use.

                                                                                                                                      

Parallel universes.

Remember you are by yourself is a world incomparable. You are the world and the world is you. Can there be a world existing for you if you are not there. With you (the body) the world which is seen comes

to an end. But you go on imagining that the world will continue for others. You see a dead body and presume that the world is no more for him and it continues for you. You only say this and not the dead man. With death a parallel world has disappeared not for the man but for the mind and it goes on imagining parallel worlds through imaginary bodies.  The same thing applies to universe also. As a matter of fact each man is a world by himself. What is seen through your body as objects are not the same seen through other bodies. But the ego presumes that every one will also be seeing the same object

in the form which it sees. This is false. Because my ego likes some thing and your ego likes some other things. It is not the same. Your presumption that it is the same is false. How do you know what is seen by you is also seen by me. You can know it only if you become my eye. This is impossible.

Science says that there is only one electron in the whole universe. All the rest are only its illusory manifestations or shadows. This is what the true religion says and I experience the same. There is only one as ‘Oneness’ all the rest are only its illusory manifestations created by the mind which you call I, you, me, it, that, this etc. You here mean the ego. This is false. In reality there is no such thing as you and me. This division of you and me is for the thoughts as ego and the body does not say it. These thoughts form the ego. But you understand ego as some bad quality. The ego is the one which creates the division of you and me and not done by you as a person. A person is simply a body – non sentient or insentient like a dead wood. This is just an illusion created by the mind.

 If this fake ego disappears there is no difference between you and me. I am you and you are me. I know this will be very difficult for you to digest. You will know it only when the ego disappears, the false ‘I’ dies. This is the truth.

All your observations of multiplicities are done by the mind and not you as a person. Remember this. When the ego disappears all your desires, and comparisons will disappear. You will get rid of your tensions, stress, misery etc. When the false ego or ‘I’ disappears you will find a sudden calmness descending on you. A supreme silence comes. When I see a full moon, I see the moon and the sun together. You may think I have gone mad or visually impared.

          

This Body                                                                                             

This, the body with its mind was taken to many places for the false to drop. The false comprises of attachments etc. When the false drops it gives a tremendous reaction which is also illusionary for ‘what is’. The false thinks it has lost some thing being itself as the false ‘I’. Every thing is known as part and parcel of Itself. Nothing exists apart from the real ‘I’ or absolute consciousness. The mind, thoughts and the body merges into the whole. There is no some one who is existing and asking a question. Every thing is taken care of without asking and seeking. It is realized that This is That. I am that. No second to it to say or claim that a second one as a person is existing. Every thing stops. This will be recognized by the false which are persons which is nothing but the Truth appearing as ignorance and gets submerged as a second person as illusion. Death dies. Birth is unborn.

Getting into ignorance and coming out of it reveals the True Self. The death of the false I or ego is the gift for real search. Even this search is known to be That. The false is also known to be That. Every appearance if  known as blank form there is nothing to be recognized. In the wholeness of One what is to be recognized. Things happen without doing. The doer is silent and absent.

The One which appeared as many has taken it back. The unmanifest appearing as manifest as world is wonderful. Unexplainable. The manifest getting attached to itself is ignorance and also exhibits its wonders being the world, cosmos etc. The knowledge of this is very rare and the so called man is merged into this illusion and thoughts thinks it as real making him to say it is the ‘I’ who perceive it.

The unmanifest becomes manifest within itself and appears as material. From non material it manifests as material, but cannot be separated. The non manifest is the eternal background of the manifest as material which is the cosmos, world, man etc. At that state its potential is only ignorance.

Occasionally it comes to know its original state of unmanifest nature through knowledge. This knowledge starts coming through books which arose out of this knowledge and proceeds further knowing it through the help of the nonmanifest without the help of any books. What a wonder and a paradox.

The manifest is time and space within non manifest. This manifest is a sort of illusion or dream or imagination or shadow. But they are only words which cannot reveal the true nature of the unmanifest. But this unmanifest is realized in the material state. But man is not aware of it. As a matter of fact man is himself the unmanifest appearing as a form as manifest. Once the realization takes place the realities are

disclosed automatically. The emptiness is not actually without nothing it is a No Thing. It is the state of unmanifest like the sky. Now science calls it as dark matter. But this unmanifest is ever new and ever the beginning. Therefore, what appears to science as dark energy will also change. Science cannot be made a constant factor. It is bound to change on the basis of its background which is nonmanifest. Since it is always the beginning science will also start to a new beginning and cannot stop. It may appear to be a continuation of what was known earlier. But in fact it is new. The fifth generation of antibiotics is new when compared to the first generation of antibiotics. The next generation of man is new when compared with his previous generation. This truth should be clearly understood before finding fault with the new generation. Matter is evolving . It is evolution within a continuous flow of always the beginning.

One who realizes this Truth comes to know of the beauty of these realities and stops getting affected by thoughts and mind. At that state he is nonmanifest appearing as manifest. That is non material appearing as material. At that state what seriousness can be there in life or on the viewing of matter as forms. All the conditioned thoughts disappear.All the concepts and ideas disappear. He is reborn to realities which is the Truth.

There is no doer                                                                                       

Man/women thinks that he/she is the doer. Such as I am earning money, this house belongs to me etc. This doer is just an illusion created by the mind using thoughts and perceived by it as real. So what all man/women do is not done by them. They are only an instrument of the mind in pursuit of knowing itself. An illusion perceived by mind as real. Just like a mirage. The doer is absent here. Only doing and perceiving appears to take place to the mind but the mind does not know them as illusions. There is no perceiver or doer. The perceiver or the doer is just an illusion of the mind which is the false ‘I’ which is the ego. In fact all that appears to happen are just illusions of the mind and is not there in reality. What ever the eye sees is not there in reality but perceived by mind as objects and the eye is an instrument for this purpose. This truth will be very difficult for one to swallow who is only a dream product of the mind. Know this truth. Study the mind and thoughts thoroughly. Seek proper guidance. If at all one realizes this truth all the problems are solved.

He will be very much in the world. The world does not disappear for him but the desires, possessiveness etc disappears. Every thing is the same for him. Oneness. Every object appears beautiful to him. There is no rejection or acceptance. Just witnessing every thing without any comment. Every thing appears new for him. Every thing becomes a wonder for him. Even a pen is a wonder. He starts understanding every thing for the first time in his life. The explanations and answers comes to him on its own. Nothing can be thrust upon him. He becomes free. This is the true freedom from thoughts and mind. Every conditioned thoughts disappear. New thoughts appear. He does not become a thinker. Every thing just flows into him.

Why man is rejecting such a beauty of Nature or Existence?

                                            LOVE                                           

 

To all youngsters: Love                                                           

Don’t think that you are loving something. You are love.

I know I am love. I also know everything including people are love. The problem is others don’t know that they are love. They think it is coming from outside. No. It is from inside. When the inside is discovered as love then an immediate transformation takes place and all that is there outside is also realized as love. Therefore, the saying Love is God. It is nothing but you. Know the love in you and you have known what god is. But you don’t know who you are. Nobody wants to know that they are love. It looks ugly to others. How can it be? Love is not sex. Don’t make it so ugly. Only man without knowing what love is jumps into sex. I love a tree but I don’t jump into sex with the tree. It is absurd and foolish. Remain as Love. You will find the world turning into a paradise.      

Love, music and dance                                     

When you are submerged in music be aware of yourself and you will find love. Music is love.  When you see a beautiful scenery and awe struck by it, be aware of yourself. You will find love.  And slowly be aware of yourself and you will find you are love. Your awareness of yourself can be extended for a longer duration and you will experience love. This experience is not based on thoughts or things. Sweet is based on sugar but sweetness is not based on anything. Observe the sweetness and not the sweet. This observation will reveal love. It applies to every thing as long as you see and feel everything as a verb and not as a name or noun. Whatever you experience is only verb. The thoughts gives it a name and cheats you. Even here be aware, be conscious. A non judgmental attitude of awareness. Just be. Don’t try to translate it into some language or words. You will find you are love.

Dancing is love but your awareness is distracted by the dancer. Look at the dance and not the dancer. Singing is there not the singer. If you know this you will know love. The potential of every one knowing love is available but you are distracted by your own thoughts arising out of an external object. Just see.

Don’t form any opinion. Let the thoughts disappear. Become thoughtless. In that state you will alwaysknow love. In love both the lovers are missing. They merge into oneness. You can enjoy a flower by not giving a name. That pure enjoyment without any naming is love.

Socrates

To explain life in a better way is the basic reality of knowing yourself and the meaning of life. Is one prepared to know himself? This may sound as foolish talk and one may say I know myself. This is what exactly I am questioning. Socrates said 2500 years ago that his present day youngsters do not ask the question of How, When and Why? I am telling the same thing today. No one asks any question and simply accept what the dead religions say today or what is said by their parents, friends and society. Is one willing to come out of this tragedy? I am absolutely doubtful.

Know you are love

First know that you are Love. No need to go outside and search. Search within yourself. You will find it. Finding Love in you is much more precious than anything in the world. But you get attached  to

sundry things in life on the basis on thoughts which does not belong to you. Unless you know Love you cannot know what life is. That means you have not lived and will die one day like a mosquito.

Do not seek love, instead look at each individual feelings that you have and ask yourself is this love or is this a path to love? Do not judge but simply observe.just patiently look and let it reveal itself.

Love is not attachment, nor is it detachment.

Love does not contain fear nor is it pleasure.

There is beauty in love,

There is freedom in love,

There is understanding in love, (JK)

When you have removed all feelings/concepts/ideas which are not love, then what remains is love. IN SHORT YOU ARE LOVE. You  cannot say I am in love with somebody.

UNDERSTAND LOVE                                

Love is beyond thoughts and mind. That is why one is not able to explain it in words. It is your birth right. You were born as a bubbling love. That is the reason why you like children. All most all people think it is from out side, love being showered from out side. When two lovers meet it is doubtful whether they are aware of this fact. They suddenly find something unusual happening and think it is coming from out side from a boy/girl. It is so powerful and electric. Both of them want to retain it thinking that it has come from out side. Therefore, they want to possess it and get married and after a while they find it missing and hence so many divorces.

If it is based on physical attraction which leads to hormonal or some chemical changes, then it is not love. Unfortunately most of the so called love marriages are based on physical attraction which is misunderstood as love. This can never survive as the chemical changes are bound to change or disappear into some thing else.

If both the lovers discover that love is within and not external that relationship will continue till the end. You would have seen an old man holding the hands of an old lady and helping her to cross a road. You will find love there. In a child hugging its mother, you will find love. A child playing with a puppy you will find love. If you know love you will find it in others also. But they, without their knowledge, hide it with other emotions which are thought based. Thoughts cannot know love. It may convert it into hatred but love remains the same without any hindrance. All this one can experience in day to day life if he is aware and knows love.

Unfortunately we have become a product of conditioning from various quarters from childhood. These conditioning is thought based. It has gone so deep into one’s subconscious mind and he/she remains unaware of this fact. He/she will never listen to one who had known love. It is not he/she who is doing this but the thoughts. It does not want to kill itself by knowing its falsity.

Just be silent and alone and observe yourself.You will notice this fact but you cannot explain it. Lovers before jumping into a wedlock should know this fact and find out whether they are love. If both know that they are love that relationship will last till the end otherwise it is only a physical attraction which will only lead to sex which is limited.

Love is not action. It is a silent process. There is no reaction. You just be in it. You are it. It is beyond sex but thoughts through emotions or feelings creates sexual activity. I don’t say there should not be any sexual activity. Understand sex is not love. It is the requirement of the body kindled by thoughts.

Love is beyond both body and thought. One can easily know it, provided he observes himself with full awareness and not jump into any reaction.Should not these be made known to youngsters? Who is going

to talk to them? Will they listen? No elders will be able to do it since they themselves don’t know it. It is the greatest tragedy. 

Music

arise from this state and add words to this music. It appears as though these pure thoughts are self acquired because the ego interferes and creates a false notion as if it is created by it which is the I or me. This flow of music and adding words to it is from the pure mind, the Universal mind. The ego as false I assumes as if it comes from itself which man says ‘I composed the music and some X wrote the lyrics and some ABC played the instruments’. Even this playing of instruments is a flow from the pure mind and the ego wants to take the credit for it by creating an illusion of a body with a name is doing it. People (a collective ego) go on praising the body with a name as if it did it. What an ignorance? Of course the body is used for this purpose by the mind as an instrument.

Every invention comes out of this pure mind and ego assumes pleasure by giving the credit to a body with a name which is the abode of this false ego. This ego also assumes pleasure from other bodies by showering praises. In reality other than this ego no body with a name can take credit for it. The ego functions in such a way that it produces the thoughts of ‘I am doing it’. This ‘I am’ is nothing but a body with a name. The body as such cannot do any thing. The name by itself cannot produce anything.

There are no persons who ever did anything. Will man as ego understand this truth? The chances are rare because the ego as thoughts will prevent it. One has to break this falsity and arrive at the truth. This ‘one’ is nothing but a bundle of thoughts produced by the body or brain. Only absolute listening will make these thoughts understand its own falsity.

Will man or ego listen?                                                   

Sex and Bliss            

Man must have started his life as a gymnast thousands of years ago. Very active fellow. Thispoor thing, woman, is a passive witness till today. Can you guess why I am telling this? OK be ready. Here I go. One, two, three. The fellow indulges in sex showing his gymnastics. Just a joke.

I know you will be amazed that this is coming from me.Man/woman indulges in sex because they experience some thing which they cannot explain. It is natural. It is a lower category of bliss. This fellow (or felly?) goes on trying every day to find out what it is and fails but keep on going. He is not aware of this bliss. He/she has completely disappeared into this lower level of bliss. Don’t get a shock if I say that one can be in a higher level of Bliss always without sex. Don’t ask me to prove it. It is internal and not external. This is exactly what Samadhi is. (you will find I am suddenly jumping to my subject). OK. A jovial way of explaining. Sex is procreation plus lower form of bliss. Because of man’s ignorance he goes on increasing the population without his knowledge to experience this feeling which is physical. Existence shows or teaches man/woman what bliss is by sexuality. They should pick the thread here and go beyond.Sigmund Freud, the father of psychology, based all his theories on sexuality. That poor fellow did not know anything about meditation and Samadhi states. Even the present day psychologists don’t know it and they go on treating people with sedative medicine. Man/woman should know that he/she is not a physical entity but beyond that. Sex (or activity) stops here. There is no botheration of bringing up a child and making it do the same thing what man/woman did all these days. The child becomes an animal in due course and it also becomes a gymnast. (don’t laugh) I don’t say you should not do it but understand what it is. Know what it is. Be aware of what it is. Don’t become a gymnast.

                                                          

Birth and death

In reality no one knows anything or can know anything. What all you are boasting of as your knowledge is nothing. They need the memory and recognition to know anything. This memory and recognition is

the false property of a non existent ‘I’. Without this, one cannot say, explain of any thing. In sleep every incident of the external world is wiped out and a new picture is drawn which is the world perceived through the senses accommodated in a thing called body. In effect what ever is seen, heard and felt is new, now. It is always new. But the mind creates a false memory to presume it as the continuation of the old. An old incident which never existed. A history of the past several years is false. It is only known now. If you cut the thought of the past, what ever you come to know is only new and now. You cannot offer any explanation of the new. I am going on telling this repeatedly for you to understand. (This repeatedness is also false) Whatever is seen now is an illusion which is not there but perceived by senses as some thing. The objects are not there but perceived by senses as if it is there. You cannot rely on the senses. This falsity happens because of the mind. The mind perceives nothing (which in reality is a No Thing and not nothing) as objective world. Very rarely this truth is known at the present state which is a blessing from Existence. A gift from Consciousness. The world appears and disappears with the mind. That is all. You cannot say it will again appear. This moment is the truth. What ever is known as new alone is there as an illusion. You cannot offer any explanation on a new thing. If one understands this truth, he will find himself missing. One should have the boldness and courage to face it. (This ‘one’ is the false I.

Every appearance which you call today is a fresh and new appearance. It does not have any memory or recognition attached to it. In effect you are neither born nor could die. For the one which was never born what meaning is there in the past, present and future. I know this is difficult to understand. It is because you are wedded to a false I or the ego. Please try to know yourself. Nothing exists other than the real You and not a false I. Find out this You. That is all one can do in an illusion called life, which includes the world, you and other objects. But remember they are all illusions or dreams.

Dreams

Religions say that ‘Brahmam’ or ‘Allah’ or ‘God’ is without an end and a beginning. Spiritualism says that Consciousness is beginningless and endless. It means that ‘It’ is always, which means always the beginning without an end. If there is an end it cannot be always a beginning. In a state of always the beginning where is the question of a past that can reflect as a memory later. In such a state where is the question of earlier or later. There can never be a past existing now. Without this past what is the meaning of memory. Whose memory and about what? Can the present day religion teach you all this?

In understanding that there is no past verbally you will not be able to see the present as new. Like a child seeing things. It has to come as an experience and not intellectual understanding. Otherwise the past is there for you. Along with it all recognition and miseries follow. The past has to disappear for the present to appear as new. But the ego prevents it. Without ego the present is full of wonders and amazements. Like a child witnessing everything in awe. This is the state of disappearance of the ego. No person is there for comparison. Only the Being is present. Without knowing what Being is, don’t be going on calling yourself as a human being. Rubbish. May be you are a person with a hundred and one masks of personalities. You wear different, different masks for each occasion.        

This Being cannot be explained. It is always now. This moment. It is Consciousness. For the Being the sleep, dream and wakefulness moves on like a picture now. You normally never remember yesterday’s sleep and dream. This waking state is also like that. Like a cinema. You enjoy the cinema as long as you are there in the theatre. When once you come out the whole thing is gone. Today’s waking state is also like that containing a false memory of a non existent past waking state. Actually a dream passes before you.

Now think of your childhood. Does it not appear as a dream. Think of your wedding day. Does it not appear as a dream. Think of last month. Does it not appear as a dream. Now think of yesterday and say what you feel about it. This dream is actually your so called memory. Every one acts in this dream thinking of a past dream, including science. But these are all passing clouds before Consciousness.

Stand before a mirror and see yourself. Don’t you see yourself as new every day and not something old. You can never see yourself as old.Why? Because the past is not there. Everything is in the present, may be as a false memory of a dream.                                                                

Woman

Do you know humanity started with a single black woman in Africa. This is what science says. (She must have been a self producing agency)

Women are more balanced because they use both sides of the brain and can know love. Whereas man uses only one side of the brain and he remains aggressive. Both use only two percent of the brain for their functioning. This two percent utilizes the entire capacity of the brain. Only a few use more capacity of the brain. This two percent consists of all your conditioned thoughts including your education. You don’t allow the brain to open up itself to know more of you by preventing it by going on conditioning yourself. The outer, which is the world, cheats you by its attraction and glamour. You succumb to it. You utterly live in total ignorance relying on imaginations and presumptions. All your knowledge is based on the outer depending on your conditioning, living always in a tomorrow which is based on yesterday’s experience.

Women can more easily understand their true nature because they are more balanced. But they don’t want to know and go after security in life. What is this security except money? They become slaves but talk about freedom. Do you know that women are after sophistication (jewelry, clothing etc.) which is money and fame and not you as an idiotic husband. Man is always after the external appearance of women and only interested in his possessions and he considers woman as one of hispossessions. Both are bound to fail. There is no love. A life without love is a dead life.

Women always want security in life. If this security is not there then their life fails. They live like dead wood or go for divorce. (I don’t say men are not doing it). Because of seeking this security you hardly come across a handful of women who are great poets, thinkers, inventors etc. though their population is more or less equal to men. They have a great potential of knowing which they don’t want to use. This sad condition is going on for thousands of years. When is she going to wake up?

Love and Life

There cannot be a life without love and there cannot be love without life. What all you presume life is, is only materialistic or possession of a thousand and one sophistications which are gadgets. These gadgets cannot produce love. You try, provided you know what love is. Therefore, the life you presume you are leading is only empty. But full of gadgets. You don’t realize that these gadgets along with it bring head ache also. Therefore, your life is filled with machines and head aches. They may look beautiful. Once you know what love is, these gadgets or machines lose its value or importance. They have no comparison with love. All your jewelry, clothing, cars, houses are just a pittance before love. Therefore, religions say love is God. Anbe Sivam. The trouble is you don’t know the meaning of this. Just a minute here. Please consider that if love is God what about the love I think I have towards my girl friend or wife or children etc. Are they God? Please find out the answer. You will find your so called love is just a superficial attachment on your possessions which may be your children or your car. You say ‘I love my car. It is a beautiful car’. You also say ‘I love my child or wife’. Can you explain what you mean by saying this. Have you understood love? If you say ‘Yes’, then where is the question of this possessiveness. Who is possessing whom or what? Please go into this very deeply.

A physical attraction cannot be love. You are only attracted by a car or jewelry. Can you call this attraction love. A flower loves you if you know love. You will not say the flower attracts you. You cannot harm it. You cannot cut it and put it in your vase.

Know love. Don’t search for it. It is always in you or you are in love. To be more specific you are love. It is your birth right. But you have covered it with all rubbish. Remove these rubbish which are your conditioned thoughts. You will find love smiling at you. Discover it and enjoy.                                                                    

Misunderstanding Love

A choiceless witnessing is love. Love is just a name, a word. Don’t use a word. Experience it. You will find it every where. You will not be able to say ‘I love this or that’. Just see things without identification or recognition. You will experience you are possessed by it. Just see a tree without naming it as tree. You will find love. But we recognize a boy/girl and say that ‘I am in love with that boy/girl’. Love is just Being a Beauty. No cognizance at all. It flows like the air without visibility. Invisible. Normally one gets drawn towards it suddenly in a thoughtless state. But he mistakes it as an attraction. Once love is identified as attraction, it is lost. Worse still one wants to possess it without knowing that it is not a thing which can be possessed. Suddenly he discovers love and thinks it is coming from a form (man/woman). It is so powerful – intoxicating. One wants to possess it. If it is discovered and by chance a girl/boy is standing there, one wants to possess that boy/girl thinking that it is coming from boy/girl. They are only physical forms. We know what happens finally. Life becomes unbearable misery by one blaming the other. Why not enjoy love without a thought of possessing it? Why do you connect it to a physical form?

Know love. Just be it. Getting married or not is a different matter. It is physical. Know this before jumping into a wedlock. Sex is a physical problem, thought oriented. It has got nothing to do with love. Animals indulge in sexual activity. They don’t say they love. Only man/women say this.Love is Beauty showering always. You miss it by your materialistic behaviour. Your thoughts hide it. You are always thought oriented. There is a continuous chattering of thoughts going on inside you. How can you know love?

Discover love. It is always here.

Love.

This is to tell you something which you do not know or 99.99% of people don’t know. What is Love? We all say I love my son. I love my parents. I love my husband etc. This is all a false idea or just you think you are loving someone, may be your son. This will not last long. It will disappear very shortly and turn into hatred. You see this around the world every day in millions. People landing in misery. Why? Because they don’t know what love is? Anbe Sivam or God is Love. You would have heard this a thousand times. But did you ever think what Sivam or God has got to do with love? Did you ever ask anybody? We just lead a mechanical life going on indulging in gossip about ourselves or about others. We don’t care about the precious life and one fine day we die without knowing ourselves. But we think we know. Rubbish.       

                                         

       

          5.Miscellaneous   

What is thinking

Can you tell me what is thinking?  Do we actually think? The truth is that our thinking means one thought being superimposed by another thought which was also thrust upon us with some additions or deletions which also we don’t know. The real thinking can happen only when there is not even a small ripple of any thought in the mind. Now tell me do we think at all. A sudden insight is THINKING. A flow from the inner which you never knew.

The joke which you don’t know

Everything that exists is only Consciousness or Existence or What is. This is what scriptures call as NIRGUNA BRAHMAM. It means no form no qualities or no attributes. This is the whole essence of Gita and other Vedas and Upanishads.

A question will naturally arise about the world. Which is explained in the scriptures as SAGUNA BRAHMAM. This is nothing but the MIND which does not have an independent existence apart from Consciousness. Scientifically speaking there is consciousness, mind and the body. Science can and is operating within the ambit of mind and thought. It has not gone beyond mind. It cannot go since it operates within the field of Logic and physical experimentation. Self realization is beyond mind and body. That means you are Consciousness.

All that you see around are only the product of the mind which is nothing but an illusion including your own body. But the mind has cleverly created the Ego which is nothing but what you call as “I”. This I is nothing but a bundle of thoughts. Whose thoughts? Is it your own or borrowed? If you enquire deeply you will find they have been thrust upon you from out side by your parents, friends, school, society etc. Nothing belongs to you. The so called ‘you’ operate within the field of such thoughts or knowledge which does not belong to you or to anybody. You cannot find from where these thoughts started. Is it not funny and foolish that your body is being operated by somebody’s thoughts and you don’t know that somebody. This is the real joke in the world.

Materialism.

What is materialism? Anything connected with matter. Matter includes your body, money, trees, mountains etc. What is matter? It is a condensed form of energy. What is this energy? Einstein gave a formula e=mcsquare.This is the rate at which a mass (of anything) travels or a mass or matter appears and disappears in a continuous flow or a mass is nothing but a movement of energy. Therefore a matter is nothing but a movement. Your body which is made up of matter is in a movement or flow or appears and disappears at the rate of 300000*300000 KM per second and gives an appearance to the mind as if it exists permanently. The mind goes on presuming or imagining or dreaming at the same speed that every thing has a permanent existence. Therefore, when the mind is not there nothing is there to perceive. Now tell me whether you as a person exist at all? Are you not in a deep sleep. No knowledge about anything. But YOU exist. Who is this YOU? You will have to find it out. The teachings of the so called Gurus are only bookish knowledge. If you ask them they will say that they know. But no one asks them. The so called man is utterly in ignorance who cannot ask this question. They are only self centered or selfish and will only ask for material benefits which are non existent. No one goes so deep and wants to know himself. This is the sad plight of humanity.

This whole process happens in time which does not exist. Time is false. Energy can appear as matter only in the so called time which has no independent existence, Then  what is energy? Don’t you suspect it to be an illusion.

Fish and frying pan

Excellent quote: "Many times in life what we do, may not really be a requirement but just a tradition, perhaps tradition based on previous limitations that we are no longer constrained by. Take a step back to rethink about such situations." This is exactly what I am trying to impress upon people but they don’t listen. Tradition means blindly following what others have done in the past with a belief. This is nothing but ignorance which is nonsense. No one wants to think. No one wants to ask a question. The "How and Why". Therefore, people live like machines with out knowing what life is and die. The saddest thing is the younger generation is also the same. Whatever they may do, the mold is the same.I will tell you what I feel " Man has physically evolved but not mentally". He is still part and parcel of his ancestor being a monkey or whatever it was. Man is a Fish and waiting for the Frying Pan.

Energy

A revelation to kindle the innermost core of yourself. You will find it difficult to accept. This is the truth. Do you accept Energy which nobody knows what it is? This energy is called as Shakthi in India which is not a woman or God. Get out of this idea. Now you accept Energy which you don't know what it is. Do you accept matter is nothing but a condensed form of Energy which you don't know? Do you accept that the body is made of matter which is Energy which you don't know? Therefore, you don't know yourself.
Try to know yourself. To know yourself is the meaning of this birth and the so called life. If you know yourself you will be shocked and amazed to find that this so called life is nothing but a dream. To know oneself is the rarest of a rare  phenomenon or a happening in this world which may be called as the true Wisdom. When such is the scientific truth I don't understand why we get attached to everything around us which carry no meaning but appears to exist as a form. Just enjoy everything around you without getting attached. These attachments lead to countless desires. These desires are only thought based, which don't exist as a form and they don't belong to you. They have been thrust upon you from nowhere.

What is understanding

What is understanding? Who is understanding? Unless one goes very, very deeply into this, throwing away all his conditioned thoughts which form the false ego, it is a difficult process. He will be going on repeating what he is possessing as conditioned thoughts and leading a life based on these thoughts. Can I now say life understands. I know you will be confused here saying ‘how can life understand’. A pertinent question. This means that you don’t know life but go on saying that you lead a life of happiness. Do you at least now know that you are contradicting yourself?

Understanding can happen only in a thoughtless state. That is when you as a person disappear as conditioned thoughts. You have opened yourself for true thoughts to flow.You would have noticed this in day to day life. When you are reading something with deep attention there are no thoughts to which you are accustomed to. Understanding takes place beyond your body. You cannot say ‘I understood it’. No. Because  you are understanding it through your known thoughts, new cannot come to you. You cannot know it through unknown thoughts. It is not possible, because it is unknown.  It is beyond your known thoughts and body. Probably you may say that the mind understood it. Therefore, accept you are just now the mind and not the body. Now tell me what is this mind and from where it came. You will become dumb or say some rubbish. At the most you will say my parents gave birth to this body and the mind came along with it. But do you know at birth or even now that the mind came along with the body. Therefore, you can be only dumb about this understanding because you don’t know the mind and its

source. That is you don’t know yourself as mind also. You don’t know yourself as body also. Then what are you? You have rejected yourself as mind and body just now. Find out this true self of yours.

You may rubbish this only if you don’t want to know yourself. Why? Because you are afraid that you may lose what ever you have  through conditioned thoughts. Don’t bother the world will be as such and all your possessions will be as such. But you will have a different taste of life. Experience this taste.

Something more for you                                                  

Are you reacting to a fight in the street in which you are not concerned? You just scoff at it and mind your own business. May be for a few seconds you become emotional. That is all and you don’t react to it. Why not consider your whole life like that street fight. You cannot. Because the thoughts have created a non existing "I" which itself is a thought. Therefore, life is nothing but forms to which we react. These forms are dreams of the mind which includes your body, your car, your house etc. Nothing has its original existence. Every thing is the dream of the mind. This is a great drama going on. Find out who are you? Know yourself and be yourself. When you start knowing yourself you will find yourself in that Great Emptiness which is Bliss and Ecstasy. You cannot compare That to anything in the world. Be serious and don’t fall a prey to Illusions.

The primary thing to know yourself is to drop all ideas about yourself. Don’t indulge in gossip. This is not going to help you. On the other hand it will lead you to misery. Understand this simple thing. Gossip shows a sick mind. A mind which is sick wants to get rid of this sickness which is nothing but loneliness. We can convert it to Aloneness. This is what you are in meditation. Mind tries its level best to get rid of this loneliness and fails and hence it seeks gossip, entertainment etc. It is not a man seeking it. What appears existing as man is only the mind as a form through energy. The body is only an instrument of the mind. Who can understand this Truth? Can you? If you understand you will find yourself missing. This is the truth. You have experienced it. You found your body and mind is missing and only the Emptiness existing. This emptiness is not a vacuum. It is a living No Thing and not a nothing.

The false ‘I’ take the body for a ride all the while creating an illusion that you as a person existing when you as a person don’t exist at all. In reality YOU exist only as CONSCIOUSNESS. If you want a fancy name for it you may call it God. Even then only God exists. A name does not matter; it is after all a name. A rose is a rose is a rose. You can call it by any name, a rose is a rose. This also means you exist as God and not as a person. May be God existing in ignorance. Therefore Vedas, Gita, Bible, koran etc say Thou Art That (you are That- you cannot explain That) Aham Brahmasmi, Al illah, il Allah. All the same except this so called God is not a person or idol. It is pure consciousness which you are just now. But everyone is searching it out side themselves. What an ignorance? When is this humanity going to wake up to this reality?

Man is a conditioned animal

I am just kindling the flame in you to know thereality. Man is nothing but a conditioned animal. Of course he walks on two legs etc. Science says that one DNA or whatever it is, is the only difference between man and animal (chimpanzee). The rest of the 99% of the animal quality remains. Philosophy says man is a social animal. Psychology says that man is nothing but sex, dreams and community.

The reality is, instead of the real YOU ruling yourself; you have allowed the thoughts of others to rule you. These thoughts are the real culprit which has conditioned you to such a great extent you feel miserable in life. The misery and unhappiness is caused by a bundle of thoughts not belonging to you. They have been thrusted upon you from various sources. You have become a dumb prey without your knowledge.

You cannot find any meaning in anything in life as long as you are dictated by these bogus thoughts. The only thing required to make life more enjoyable is to discard these bogus thoughts. When a thought arises ask a question whose thought is that. Does it belong to you or has it come from other sources. You

will always find that they have come from other sources and misguiding you. These misguiding results in unnecessary desires, comparison and jealousy. Your life is filled with only these rubbish things and life becomes miserable. Of course occasionally you may have a little feeling of pleasure and certainly not happiness. These pleasures are caused by materials out side you. For example a car, a house etc. But happiness does not come from outside matter. It is within you. Once you know what happiness is, it remains with you for ever. You cannot drive it out.

Very sad.

This is mainly due to ignorance. No one wants real knowledge. They only want money.  If there is love can this happen and nobody wants to know what love is. They think it is some thing to do with a girl and a boy. I don’t know what to say of this ignorance. They go to temple and see illuminated boards proclaiming ‘Anbe Sivam or God is Love’. Nobody bothers to ask how God is love. What is this Sivam and what has Anbu got to do with him. What a stupid world we are living in. If you know love your journey starts and at one stage you will realize yourself and come to know some thing which cannot be explained. (These fellows call it as God). You cannot confine that Something with a name. You become that and not a thought of God. Rubbish.                                                  

What is life?

 Life is a mystery. The mind creates problems and goes on trying to solve it and fails. This TRYING is the world and Evolution. From energy to Galaxy. From atom to man. All these are not independent agencies performing their own tasks. It is the Universal mind's imaginations or dreams. It goes on endlessly till it finds its source and its true nature. This is what is called Self realistion. The problem is no one wants to know it. Once it is known the entire concepts, ideas and thoughts, life totally changes. You are reborn. It is not the man who is rejecting it. It is the mind and thoughts giving an illusion as if a man is rejecting or accepting. This is absolutely FALSE. Did you ever know that you as a person is not the seer or doer or feeler? This may be a shocking statement to you. In fact you as a person don’t exist at all. There are much more to talk to you but you always say "I don’t find time”, as if a real ‘I’ is there. I simply laugh at it.

Hi Girl,

This is what I wanted to happen. This state has just passed from here to you. I am happy about that. But I did not do anything. It is just happening. You can start meditation when there is nothing to disturb you. May be even in the middle of the night. Just leave it at that. Don’t try. Don’t seek it.

Regarding the other subject find out who is this "I" who is reacting. Catch hold of that bogus "I" and throw him out or cook and eat him. The matter is solved.

I know you are not so serious on what I was telling you all these days. You are simply merged in illusions which is materialism or energy appearing as matter. This means every thing which comes out of matter, including your body. Now you have experienced this Emptiness. Everything springs out of this Emptiness as an illusion or a dream or imagination. Mind makes it appear as true with senses and thoughts.  Where this useless thoughts (which you call the mind) go when you were sleeping. Find out what is arising when you wake up. The whole  humanity is wasting its life in such useless thoughts and reacting to it. These thoughts are not yours. Were you born with these thoughts?

It was simply dumped on you by others and in turn these thoughts were dumped on them by some one. What does this mean? You are allowing your body to be operated by some body's thoughts whom you do not know. 

Hello, 

In your data you have quoted:                                                       

"I contend that we are both atheists. I just believe in one fewer god than you do. When you understand why you dismiss all the other possible gods, you will understand why I dismiss yours." – By x x x x

What is god? I want to know. Can somebody help me?

What is no god? I want to know. Can somebody help me?

Can there be a no car or no man.

This chap is writing rubbish. The writing means that he searched for gods and failed, therefore, he says he is rejecting your gods and he has a right to do it. He should tell us how he came to this conclusion.

I also say there is no god. The theists say that God is sitting in a far off place with a lot of beautiful girls around him (Apsaras) and bathes in a river flowing with wine. A lucky guy. Seeing these perks

I am also thinking of becoming god only for the sake of Apsaras and wine. Can some body help me to become god?

All damn rubbish. I know I will be considered a mad fellow. But unfortunately I do not exist. So you

can safely say there is no Vidyasagar. I am not relying on somebody’s statement. This is my own statement against myself (if there is a myself). This is true just like you think you exist. Don’t bother about god who is mentioned only in books and temples. Let us know ourselves. That is enough.

"A human being is a part of a whole, called by us as Universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings, as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical illusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circles of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty"– Einstein.

                                                     

This is how the world is. No one recognizes compassion. They don’t know what it is. It is a flow. Without knowing what love and compassion is one cannot know himself. Don’t miss the chance of knowing yourself in this life. It is a very rare opportunity. I know you will be attracted by a million things around you. Remember they cannot give you permanent happiness.

Two questions

You are enormous. Your enormity is unknown to you since you see yourself as a body. The truth is you are neither the body nor the mind. You are beyond both. As long as one cannot know this real Self which is beyond the body he can never know what reality is and allow the mind to go on chattering on all stupid things always making comparison with somebody out side him and try to become that.  One always wants to become something else other than what he IS. Remember there is no world apart from you. Tell me can there be a world without you? Therefore, you are the world and the world is you. You may not understand this truth. You will have to find out who is this real YOU in you who can alone know happiness because He is happiness and Love. I don’t think the mind can easily accept this since it has already got into an illusion of a wrong self which one calls as a person. Remember it is not you who is calling a non existent “I” or “he” as a person. It is the mind making a wrong cognizance through thought.

It may be too much on my part to expect an ignorant one to understand this as he is already submerged in conditioned thoughts or he is operating with in a programme which is conditioned thoughts.  There is

no way out for him as long as he is unaware of himself. As long as the mind thinks that it is the body there is no way out. Therefore, one has to very deeply study the thoughts and mind.

Our great Saints and Sages have done this thousands of years ago which the psychology or psychiatry failed to do and still in confusion from Sigmund Freud, Carl Jung, Adler to the present day psychologists. Because they could not go beyond mind.

If one is willing to make a deep and thorough enquiry about him persistently, he is bound to succeed if he is not going to rely on thoughts imposed on him. This success alone will reveal  Love and Happiness. All the rest created by imposed thoughts are mere bullshits.

Mind is matter arising out of energy which can function within space and time. Mind is matter which is space and thought is time. Both space and time together. Man is matter arising out of mind and thoughts being time it becomes movement. These thoughts being movements make the body (which you call man) move into actions which results in reactions which are again thoughts and leads to emotions. (Can you understand this?)

Unless one goes beyond mind he can not know what happiness or love is. Some times he comes across this but the conditioned thoughts screen it and man says love has failed. Love is not a thing to fail. It is beyond matter. One has to know it in every part of his actions. Then he sees the world as Love. Till this stage is reached one cannot, I repeat, cannot know happiness which is the embodiment of Love.

All this may appear as Greek and Latin unless one goes deeply in search of himself. Any way I have done what I should do and the matter rests here.

Science accepts nothing exists

Science accepts nothing exists. It says whatever appears to exist are nothing but an interplay of energy. (A sort of illusion just like a mirage) Science took three hundred years or so to tell this.

Our great Saints have said this thousands of years ago. To know this, one has to get rid of the ego which is nothing but thoughts thrust upon without one’s knowledge. The idea of a false I or me or mine has to be deeply inquired. One who does it and finds the falsity of this ego, knows Himself. You can give a name to him as a Saint or Sage or the one who has Realized Himself or a Self Realized man.

There is a beautiful cinema song in a Tamil picture of mid sixties which is as follows:

Yen endra Kelvi ketkamal vazhkai illai

Nan endra ennam konda manithan vazhanthathillai

Every one enjoyed the music and did not dwell deep into the meaning of this song. It means with out questioning one has not lived a life and the one who said “I” am the doer has never lived. The lyric was by the great Kannadasan.

There is another poem by Barathiar which appeared in one of the recent Tamil films which goes as follows:

“Naanum vor kanavo, indha jnalamum poi thano”

This means “Am I a dream and is the world  false?”

The body is nothing but a condensed form of energy (an illusion created by mind) which is made into movement by thoughts (which again is a form of energy) by creating an illusionary ego or a false “I”.

This false I succumb to thoughts in not knowing itself and goes on endlessly till it knows itself and its source. This appears to happen in time, which does not exist and appears as a very long period of time which one calls as many years.

Sarvam Sakthi mayam jagath. This means that every thing one sees as existing objects are  only energy or Sakthi which goes into a delusion of matter. This Sakthi is actually the mind that goes into an illusion of thoughts and senses which is housed in an illusory thing called body which appears to arise in the morning which one says as waking and disappears in the night which one says as sleep. In this so called sleep only unconsciousness prevails and develops into a dream which appears as a fluid state and further goes into a deeper inter active dream which one calls as waking. The dream state is a semi conscious one and the so called waking state is a non conscious one. Occasionally one becomes conscious and again this non consciousness screens it or hides it due to conditioned thoughts. One has to learn to be always conscious.

What ever that appears to exist are only illusions or dreams or imaginations of the mind which is nothing but energy which arises as a Maya or mystery from “What is or Consciousness”. This energy is called as Shakthi which is Mind. This mind  is called Ullam. Crossing this in Tamil is “Kada”. Therefore, it was termed as Kada –vullam = Kadavul. Neither this Ullam nor Shakthi has a form, name or attributes. The whole universe is nothing but Consciousness out of which mind arises and gets into interplay of illusions through energy. Now tell me whether you exist as a person or it is only a bundle of thoughts.

It takes a life time for the so called man to realize himself. For many it may take several life times. It is difficult for thoughts or mind to understand this Truth and thoughts retaliate by words through mouth. It is not a person who is refuting all this. It is not you who is rejecting it. See the beauty and mystery of Existence. Unless one gets into deep Dhyanam and simultaneously makes inquiries about himself it is impossible for one to know Himself and Happiness  He may be going on blabbering all sorts of rubbish things not knowing himself. The world is full of such elements leading to wars, misery, killing, selfishness, comparisons, demands, expectations etc. If every one starts knowing himself the world would become a paradise. But the so called man is making it a hell and we are part of this but say “I am happy with money and other sophistications”- which are the products of the mind as illusion and perceived as real by it and not by a man who is himself an illusion of the mind and thoughts.

The great saint Thirumoolar said “Ondrey Kulam Oruvaney Dhevan”. This means that the whole world is one which springs out of  Dhevan. Hemeans Consciousness as Dhevan. Every thing is one – non dual.

Today’s science accepts that there are worlds within worlds and universes within universes, multi dimensional and non dual and you exist simultaneously in all these universes appearing and disappearing at an unimaginable rapidity which produces a three dimensional virtual effect and not real. The speed is 300000*300000*mass. Einstein was dumbfound when he discovered this formula and announced his theory of relativity and the quantum theory.

This may be too much on my part to make one understand his reality when he is absolutely lost in illusions. Just a “try” on my part to pull out this ignorant man. But I am not certain whether he will understand all this. But I am certain he will rubbish this and throw it of.

                                                               

Always remember that everything that happens is only  a dream and not real. Your waking state is the start of the dream. Only the Truth or What is, is real and all the rest are illusions of an illusory mind which are only dreams of the mind. It is like seeing a cinema and reacting to an incident in it. Is it true or illusion?                                          

                    

Qus.&Ans and emails.

Qus: If I know the meaning of the real "I" automatically  will I know the meaning of everything around me?

Ans: Yes. But you will not know the meaning but you will know yourself. By knowing yourself you will come to know the meaning of Existence.

Qus: How did you realize yourself?

Ans: I cannot answer because I don’t know. I am just what I am. This I know.                                    

You have separated yourself as a living thing and a chair as a non living thing. Both are only condensed form of energy which you call as matter. Thoughts have made this separation when in reality it is not so. Both are living things. For whom? For the Mind which is Energy which again is matter and which is time and movement. All put together. You cannot separate them. You cannot separate space from time. Can you separate your thoughts from your body? Either they are together or not together which you call death. This death is bullshit, which does not exist. Of course the body disappears after some time and this happens to a pen also. But you as CONSCIOUSNESS continue for ever. The problem is you have identified with the body and call it as “I” which is just a thought. Now tell me who the identifier is? The same thought which created this non existing “I”.

Mind can operate or act only with thoughts. But universal Mind is a beautiful thing. There is no individual mind existing. But people go on telling “my mind”. What is an individual Mind but for a bundle of thoughts. You are asking can we disappear into space and come back and join the world. This is what is exactly happening every day. 10 PM you disappear and 6 AM you appear. Who is this disappearing and appearing? Find out.

Qus: Is there a guided approach?

Ans: Yes. You need a real Master or Teacher. It is for you to find out who is the real Teacher.

Qus: Then, how do I know myself?

Ans: Don’t you know yourself just now. Your existence is known  to you. You cannot say I don’t know my existence. Because you are conscious of yourself. But you wrongly identify yourself with the body and not with the Consciousness.You unnecessarily trouble yourself by imagining that you are a separate entity and start drawing a boundary around you which becomes your prison. This boundary and the separateness are only thoughts, just an illusion. Can there be a meaning for illusion?  It is something like asking what is the meaning of a rose flower.

Qus: To be honest I used to feel sometimes,. That I am into some prison and something is blocking me from and to know the truth or something like that. I also feel is there a way to come out (of what I don’t know) and see the world. This thought is ever  running since I was 19 I guess. I was not sure where I would find the answer. Now, I guess I have more hope to get the answer with your help.

Ans: Where religion ends Spirituality starts. Where Spirituality ends Reality starts. Where Reality ends Truth is known.This Truth is nothing but pure Consciousness which you cannot explain but you can know it. Just now you are conscious of everything around you including your body which you cannot explain. This Consciousness is the Truth or real “I” which you are always. Once you know this consciousness remain in that always. This is Self realization. There will be a thousand and one hindrances to be in that state. You will have to over come such hurdles. These hurdles are desires, attachments, comparisons,conditionings etc. These are only thoughts and do not have a reality in itself.

Just like a dream or a passing cloud. They are just illusions. Every material object is connected to such thoughts and ends in actions and reactions. Just Be. With out reacting to anything. You will find things

go by itself. Just now what are you? You are nothing but a bundle of borrowed thoughts. But the reality is you are not. You are Love. Without knowing that you are Love you allow somebody’s thoughts to operate on your body. Why? Because of ignorance of yourself. The greatest thing to be achieved in life is to KNOW YOURSELF and BE YOURSELF. Instead the thoughts have taken possession of you and

finally you end up without knowing your real Self. This end is called death which I consider a myth, a non existent one. If one knows what he is, then there is no death for him. Of course the body will disintegrate. You as Consciousness remain forever.

Qus: "but I know that love is existing all the time but I don’t feel it".

Ans: Tell me where is it existing. Is it away from you or in you? How can you say that love is existing all the time when you don’t feel it or know it. It is something like telling, a car is existing all the time but I don’t know the car. If you don’t know it how can you say. The problem is you don’t observe yourself. Look at your son with affection and simultaneously observe yourself you will know that YOU ARE LOVE. Unfortunately people say that love is coming from out side.

Qus: Your art work can be simple and neat.

Ans: In creativity you cannot give a meaning. It cannot be a creativity if some thing is done on the basis of their wish or with a meaning. What meaning can you give for a rose or for yourself? A meaning can not be creativity. What is the meaning of ‘neat’? It may differ from person to person. Can you say I want a neat and sensible child, therefore, I want to get married. That is not creativity. Don't do any evaluation. You will land in sorrow.

The body as "I" is not the author or the doer. You won’t understand all these. Whatever is sent to you are done not by me as a person. Some thing is pouring out of this body from nowhere. I don’t want to publicize. The whole Truth will remain with the so called me till the body disperses into the Universe. I don’t find a single person who is interested to know himself. These so called people go on boasting about creativity and say they did it. Utter nonsense. I declare I did not do this art work.

It happened. That is all I can say. I as a person don’t claim any credit for it. Any one can use them. You may not understand what I am saying. Because you are confined to a concept or an idea of 'I' as yourself

which does not exist. You are confined within a frame work of somebody's thoughts when in fact you don’t have any thoughts of your own. All the thoughts you have are not yours. It has come from outside, somebody's thoughts whom you do not know. Explore yourself, if possible. Get out of this conditioning and don’t compare yourself with some one's thoughts. You are unique by yourself. Show me another one who is exactly like you. Impossible. Remember you are not the DOER.

                                                         

Qus: Is there a guided approach?

Ans: Yes. You need a Master or Teacher or Guru. It is for you to find out who is the real Teacher, You have a thousand and one false Gurus. Be careful. Intellectually they are excellent bluffers. They read some books and take you for a ride and extract money from you without your knowledge and lead a life of luxury. You are on the right track. Go ahead. Don’t stop. Enquire. Enquire. My blessings.

Qus: How did you realize yourself?

Ans: I don’t know whether I am realized or not. Something  happened and led me into silence for years.  I don’t want to bluff by saying I went to Himalayas and did Tapas. But one tip for you here. I have been going on enquiring about myself for several decades with no one to guide. All the Swamijis I came across were great bluffers, except three. You will be surprised that I never asked them any questions and they never answered. But a communication was going on in silence which I never knew. I used to sit with them for several days not opening my mouth and not spending a single paisa on them. But I

continued with my Meditation for years. All these require a tremendous amount of spade work. The worst is not getting distracted by the outer world. The second thing is the false ‘I’ should disappear.

Qus:: So you mean to say, if I know the meaning of the real "I" automatically I will know the meaning of everything around me?

Ans: First know the true ‘I’. You will be guided by the Existence. Don’t bother to know anything based on your useless knowledge. You will not have the meaning of the true ‘I’ but you will know It.You have started the journey. Listen, who is this you or the I you are talking about. That is the real purpose of this so called journey and all the rest are bullshit. Knowing yourself is given  a name which is Enlightenment. But no one wants to know that he is Enlightened by knowing himself. Is it not simple? Only knowing yourself. We are only bothered about others who cannot exist without you. So the prominence is for the self or the subject. We get lost in knowing about others. They are only objects for you just like a dog or a tree. One always wants to satisfy this so called others by innumerable ways for getting praises and fame. You will find it hard to accept. It takes a longtime to move to the very core of yourself. That is exactly what I want you to do. I am here to help without any publicity or financial gains.

Recently I saw your comment in the face book “life is a dream”. Do you KNOW it or you read in any book? If you really know let me know who is the DREAMER? This is the main question. I will come to the next question. What is dreamt by the dreamer? And who are you? I hope you will spend some time on this and send me a reply.

I will conclude with one of my great Masters, Ramana Maharishi’s words of Wisdom “There is neither creation nor destruction, neither destiny nor free will, neither path nor achievement. This is the final Truth.”- and my words are the same.